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My Bucket List

1. Travel to the Bermuda Triangle
2. Getting the girl that I love to say “I have feelings for you”
3. Giving my Family a better place to stay
4. Sky diving
5. Taste the ice from Mt Fuji
6. Hug the girl that I love
7. Learn how to slow dance
8. Having a slow dance with the girl I love
9. Not to be alone before I die
10. XXX

I will continue to update this Bucket List when I came across something I want to do in my mind.


What is a Bucket List?
Bucket List is the list things you wanted to do before you Kick the Bucket meaning when you die…

Why I wanted to write my Bucket List well so I can plan to do the things I wanted before I die…

Why suddenly thinking of writing it?
Last night I watched the movie the Bucket List starring Morgen Freemen and Jack --- forget his last name… Then sudden things came to my mind… Everyone don’t know when they will die or how soon…. Maybe today you happily walking up the stairs or romantically kissing your lover then suddenly just drop dead… so I was thinking of writing it so if I know when I going to die I will use the list and do what I have wrote and then I can die peacefully…

In this world there are many types of character/personality in a person, in many person…. You can see those happy person living a happy live suddenly doctor say you only have a few years to live or you can only live up to a certain age… then these person will change it’s characters from happy person to given up life and hope person….

Then some of them will like went drinking and getting drunk, if not will be hide himself or totally confine himself… If the person is quite young then I think the person will stop enjoying life and do things that he/she likes to do… some will work their live out so that they will leave the money to the family… or spend on things they want to buy….

Some even lock themselves up to prevent them and the one they love get hurt… and some don’t even dare to love somebody or to be love by somebody…

I pity them as why can’t they live their live like a normal person will live… if you want to be love then find someone that will love you… if you want to love somebody then go find that person… if you want to travel to some places go save up the money and go to the place you wanted to go… Do the things that you wanted to do so that when you die you can die happily… That’s what I think and will do if I know I’m dieing, it’s not a big deal everyone have to come to this point some how… In every part life, even in projects you do or things, there is a start and an end to it… So why can’t we look it as a happy way it’s also a part of life and a lesson of life… Don’t think about where you will be going after life as there isn’t anywhere you will be heading as your destiny is written before you are born…
I wanted to be love and to love someone but my destiny wrote it couldn’t be happen to me but only for a very short while like a 2 months back ba… this girl I met her in my night class I told her I like to be with her as there is some kind of feelings I felt when I was with her… she told me the same thing at first I was very happy that I found the girl who has feelings for me but only for a short while she told me she got this illness which she couldn’t pass through the age of 35… and asked me if I don’t mind been with her even she has this illness… I told her I don’t mind as all I want is now, cherish the time been together, at least when she pass away she had a very happy 35 years of life and a few years of happy days with me in her 35 years… that’s all I care about… but it doesn’t happen the way I think… after she told me her illness she told me not to love her can be friends but not lovers… I heard that I was deeply hurt.. hurt so deep that tears coming out from my eyes which I didn’t even know till my friends told me that I’m crying… She and I had a few quarrels over this matters and in the end I pretend that I have given up on her but secretly I still deeply in love with her… just trying to control my emotions to her so that not too obvious… I still wanted to ask her out every times when she has the time I will try to ask her out either for dinner or just her house that chit chat… well that all I can say as my tears are dropping out again… don’t want to let me friends in the office know I in tears again