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Today didn’t go gym as I was tired and a bit lazy hehe but tomorrow will really go. Last Sunday I met up with Jiahe and his wife for dinner and movie, we met at china town point as I was looking for some anime figure as my birthday present but ended up leaving that place empty handed.

Then we went to Suntec city for dinner at swendson while waiting for our meal to come Jiahe ask me 2 questions which I don’t know how to answer him. First question is: what is my birthday wish? Second question is: When will the seat next to me be sited by a special someone? This two questions I don’t know how to answer him, the answer for the first question well my wish never come true for the past 2 birthdays after my last girlfriend. Then the answer for the second question is my birthday wish never came true so how can there be anyone sitting beside me. Don’t know these answers can be answered to his questions.

After I pay for the dinner I went to buy 3 tickets for the movie Harry Potter and the order of the phoenix. Then met them again and went to Millien walk to check out the laptops and the plastic figures at Hobby point. At about 7:15pm we went back to Suntec to watch the movie, the whole show ended at 9:45pm we left Suntec and headed home. At the way home Jiahe was driving and also talking to his wife while I was thinking of the questions Jiahe had asked. When will I find that special someone of mine? How come I see others getting their girlfriend are so easy and for me are so difficult or can say impossible. I told myself this “I have no love nor there isn’t anyone out there for me to love or be love” every time I think of it. I think it is the best way to stop me from thinking it and get upset with it I rather die to be happy then to be sad. As long as the friends who I have known, who know me or who has forgotten about me are happy then I am happy.