Today

I had a quite tired day, I wake up quite early as I couldn’t sleep so I switch on my computer and play some games then at about 11am I went gym by myself. On my way there is had a lot of thinkings of what to do in the gym but well ended up doing cycling, leg rise and arm training for 1 hour. Then after that I went to the near by swimming pool for some sun tanning. I took 1 hour again for sun tan and dip in the pool to cool down at the same time see some girls sun tanning too. What a view there it was girls in bikini too bad no camera with me hehe… then I went for a walk to courts to see some times then home…

Past few weeks I met a girl who I think we get alone quite well she’s beautiful friendly kind the next door girl type which I like. I am now trying my best not to rush things as I scare she will be scared by me but at the same time I also scare that she will be taken away. Even through I know she is not mine but at mine so call age I prefer to have a stable relationship now at have the plans for the next stage. So I hope she willing to be the one who will be going to the next stage with me together and carry on the rest of the road, don’t know will she be reading this blog I am writing and don’t know if she knows that I am referring to her. What will happen next? Will be rejected again and heart broken again? Or will she be married to me and carry on the road with me in the future. I wish she will carry on with me as in the 1st stage then slowly move on.


Will she be willing to take me as her future this to me is a gamble? Using my future as a bet, Can I say like this? Or is very impolite to her as I use her as a bet…






Super power what will you choose in exchange with other things that you precious most?

Example: I choose to became immortal and in exchange of my time and be in the curse of time which you won’t die nor old so what will you choose?