Monday 31/03/08...

Should i sae not really a good things had happen today... Don't know if you remember the ger name Lynn from my autocad class which i had told u abt previous blog... Well i fell in love with her way in love... And i noe she like me too... we chat a lot, quite a lot of things to say... im really very happy that i tot finally found the one that will be with me finally... My friends too was happy as it is rare that there is some one who really likes me tru out all these years after my last relationship.

but things started to change today since morning when i got an email from her... she told me she has a heart problem which was past down since her real mother pass away with the same problems... and she doesnt want those who cares for her to be sad when she's gone....

Specially her father and she dont wan ended up me like her father heart broken when her mom died.. that is my problem as i choose to like her why cant i be wif her. Not just friends but a couple. i dont care how many years she left. I just wan to send the time we been together and make it a happy one why cant this kind of simple things wont happen to ME!!!! WHY cant i LOVE you i know you want it too. you told me, wanted to be hugged by someone you love you told me u wan to cook nice food for the 1 u love and u wanna be together with the 1 u love so why u wan to be alone since now u have found me and i have found u. why cant we cherish the time we have now and make it a happy one.......................................

today i didnt had my lunch only a glass of water.... after that i spend 30 mins in the toliet crying. actually just wanna wash my face but i couldnt control my tears filling up my eyes. later after work i think i going to have a big bang ba.... this is the hardest hit i ever had I really like you i dont care how long u live. maybe i am the 1st to go u nvr noe. tell u i too hav heart problem as it has been pass dwn from my grandfather to my father and nw me thats y i go gym trying to maintain a healthy life so can live long if possible.

Life this type of things you cant control, so if u know that u are going to die within the next 6 yrs why not do wat u really want and that is to be love. Isnt this what you want. to be love by someone u like? I want to give you only now is waiting for u to open up ur heart and let me in. I'm gonna wait till the day you let me in no matter wat DO YOU UNDERSTAND LYNN.

I think later when i mit jiahe im going to cry again. now typing this aready making me hard to see wat i am typing.

聊天聊不完的星座情侣

1.白羊座VS水瓶座。　　

白羊座和水瓶座平常都是各做各的事情，但是他们对于很 怪的话题，却很有兴趣聊下去，只要是能够让他们好奇或者是能够触动他 们机关的话题，这两个星座的人都能够讲很久。
　　
2.金牛座VS射手座。　　

金牛座对于真理以外的事情不感兴趣，而射手座所讲的事 情都是依照宇宙真理而来，因此类似这样的话题可以吸引金牛座的注意力。
　　
3.双子座VS处女座。　　

双子座和处女座这一组想法和理念非常不搭嘎，聚在一起 时容易斗嘴，不过双方都很清楚斗嘴只是用来了解对方的方法，而且有表 演欲的双子和处女在观众越多的时候他们就斗的更利害，有时双子和处女言语上 你来我往反而让大家感觉很有趣。
　　
4.巨蟹座VS狮子座。　　

巨蟹座和狮子座的聊法属于忽冷忽热型，只要有一方主动 聊起来，另外一位也会配合话题，但是安静下来时双方也不会勉强找话题聊，另外常需要人安慰鼓励的狮子在巨蟹身上感受到的亲切温暖，会让他 主动把自己内心世界敞开来，而这时巨蟹也会适时给他安抚以及建议方法。
　　
5.狮子座VS双子座。　　

狮子座和双子座聊天的领域是非常广泛的，什么都可以聊 完全没有界线，而且也不会带有批判的色彩，因为他们只是发泄心中的想法而已。
　　
6.处女座VS巨蟹座。　　

处女座和巨蟹座如果是同性的话通常会聊一些居家生活偏 方或者是交友之间的问题方法，如果是异性会聊的来通常就是双方之间有 一些暧昧的情愫存在，因为这两个星座都会用很礼貌的方式去进一步了解对方，然 后再慢慢的趋近内心层次。
　　
7.天秤座VS白羊座。　　

天秤座虽然是好好先生或是好好小姐，但是他们喜欢快人 快语，而白羊也是属于这类型，因此跟白羊聊天会让天秤觉得很轻松自在，而且不浪费时间。
　　
8.天蝎座VS摩羯座。　　

天蝎座和摩羯座都喜欢辩论，而且双方是棋逢敌手，对方丢出去的球 都可以得到适当的回应，因此辩在兴头上时双方即使辩了一个晚上都不嫌累。
　
9.射手座VS天秤座。　　

射手座讲话直接又锐利，常常让听的人有很情绪化的反应 ，而天秤座很清楚这只是射手的一种说法，他可以用比较正确的方法去诠 释射手座，因此双方之间不会产生冲突。
　　
10.摩羯座VS金牛座。　　

摩羯座讲话只讲重点而且不拖泥带水，能做到就做到，做不 到也会说的很清楚，这种方式是金牛座最喜欢的，所以两个人的沟通是 很有效的沟通，而且摩羯和金牛会筛选跟自己接近的对象，所以一旦接上线，双 方的品味、领域以及聊天的方向通常都是一致的。
　　
11.水瓶座VS双鱼座。　　

水瓶座和双鱼座属于伙伴型，彼此可以讨论很多事情，小 至柴米油盐酱醋茶，上至灵性层次的东西，也就是说超然和世俗的话题他们都可以互相讨论和研究。
　　
12.双鱼座VS天蝎座。　　

双鱼座和天蝎座凑在一起谈论的都是心灵、直觉以及感觉 方面高来高去的东西，只要是有关这一方面的话题他们聊个没完。

Sigh...! i shot i post 2 星座 for you guys to read.. today is saturday 22/03/08 and well staying at home is not really what i want... but outside raining and dont feeling like cutting my hair or shave... what the heck happen to me?

is not that i dont want to cut my hair is like after cutting my hair where do i go next? Ochard Road to find my friends... This isn't right i feel so empty inside... after scaring off the girl i like (M) which i doesn't mean to and doesn't really know what i am doing... just messaging her good night or some stupid SMS message which i found in one of the web side... Why am I rushing? because i want to let my grandma see that i have a girlfriend that why i rush? Or i wanted to be love?

there is a friend of mine (Lynn) which i know her in the autocad class i just finish... she told me to get any one to pretend that she is my girlfriend and go visit my grandma... i told her i don't like to cheat on my grandma i rather told her i don't have a girlfriend rather than to get a pretend girlfriend... which i think the female friend also don't liked...

She told me that my look doesn't looked like my age... her meaning is i doesn't look mature enough... to me NO chance of getting one...

People tend to say getting into a relationship is easy but maintaining one is hard... but to me getting into one is hard enough for me...

Tend to let go of her but scare that she left and wants to hold her tight she got scare... I ever once in a relationship but got scare to lose her, once i break up with her and I tends to want her back again...

My life so confusing when comes to relationship... what is the meaning of be hard but gentle

关于星座男人的12个秘密?

　　白羊的秘密

　　白羊男人第一次和女人上床很难，以后越来越容易；同一个女人第一次和白羊男上床很容易，以后却越来越难。
　　火星主宰，让他们的性冲动易燃易灭。这是白羊的一大典型特征，所以，没有几个后备力量，只想要他一个，还是做好找不到人影儿的心理准备吧！

　　金牛的秘密

　　金牛男人看女人，恋爱时最漂亮，结婚后最普通，离婚时最难看，离婚后又变漂亮；女人看金牛男人，恋爱时最诚恳，结婚后最无聊，离婚前最虚伪，离婚后又变诚恳。
　　慢热的金牛男人就是这么“禁得住”考验，总是需要翻山越岭后才真正流露出他的秉性。对他的好色又自私，你一定要在几分几合之后才能尝个酣畅淋漓。

　　双子的秘密

　　海归的双子男人对同胞说话时也要加进几句英语；但海归女人对一个双子老外说英语时也有几句中国话。
　　爱现的双子男人就是这么没出息，跟自己人说话也要显显自己的“双语”能力；这样看来就还是女人更加拥有民族情结，尤其在碰到双子老外时，就是为了打击招蜂引蝶的双子老外，“你们不是聪明吗？跟你说中国话，有种你就跟我对啊。”

　　巨蟹的秘密

　　巨蟹男人和老婆的关系再差，他和岳母的关系也是好的；女人和巨蟹老公的关系再好，她和婆婆的关系也是差的。
　　巨蟹男人最会讨好长辈，不管是自己家的还是对方家的。跟岳母搞好关系倒是还好，只是自己老婆却往往因为巨蟹男人太顾家而跟婆婆争执不断，真是一个“成也顾家，败也顾家”。

　　狮子的秘密

　　结婚前，狮子男人借钱也要让女人吃好，结婚后女人借钱也要让狮子男人吃好。
　　最爱面子的狮子男人绝对不会忽略热恋期间的每一个步骤，他会使尽浑身解数让你感受到至高无上的宠爱，不过这都是将来结婚后的铺垫，假如你有幸享受到婚前的礼遇，做好心理准备回报会去就是了。

　　处女的秘密

　　处女男人善于发现老婆的缺点，而女人一定要善于发现处女老公的优点。
　　挑剔的处女男人表达爱的方式就是“挑剔你”，而且关键是还很难肯定自己，他们索取爱的方式同样是让别人不断地肯定自己。通常他会把自己的缺点亮出来故作谦虚，这时候你要加以肯定便是了。

　　天秤的秘密

　　天秤男人没赚到钱时女人着急，赚到钱时女人却后悔。
　　身为社交王子，他的老婆可是最难当的，反正社交这个事情是跟随天秤一辈子的，没钱的时候，就要老婆出血供他社交，好在这时候通过经济大权还好控制各种外遇，可一旦他赚到钱，就算老婆的生活提高了，可天秤老公在外面的寻花问柳质量一样也提高啊！

　　天蝎的秘密

　　对于天蝎男人来说，最漂亮的女人是不能得到的女人；对女人来说，最潇洒的男人便是已经拥有的天蝎男人。
　　最喜欢挑战高难度的天蝎座，一辈子都会念念不忘没让他得逞的那个女人，因为这将是他一生的“性感魅力不合格”烙印，就算一个相貌平平的女人，因为否定了他，却永远成为他心头的朱砂痣。可是对于天蝎男人身边的女人来说，往往被天蝎男人的魅力吸到了就拔不出来，冥王星守护的天蝎座，总是将自己与别人塑造成各种“唯一”的角色，让人刻骨铭心。

　　射手的秘密

　　射手男人和女人在车里吵架生气，如果是女人开车，会被他气得猛踩刹车，可如果是射手男人自己开车，他会猛踩油门。
　　和射手男人吵架绝对是劳心伤力的，那一副吊儿郎当满不在乎的模样，经常会让女人气得满脸通红一句话说不出来，倘若正在开车也一定会想停下来义正言辞与他理论一番。可是如果是射手男人在开车，就要小心天生热衷速度的他们做出什么冒险冲动了。

　　魔羯的秘密

　　女人单位发了一千块钱，她会告诉魔羯男人发了一千块钱，告诉自己的朋友发了五百；魔羯男人单位发了一千块钱，他会告诉女人发了五百，告诉自己的朋友发了一千五。
　　作为魔羯男人的女人，很愿意为家里省下更多的持家费用，只用一部分去和朋友欢聚；而魔羯男人自己呢，却会为了那层硬硬的面具，把自己女人省下来的钱全拿去打肿脸充胖子。

　　水瓶的秘密

　　水瓶男人喜欢买书把书架堆满，然后自己女人来看这些书。
　　水瓶男人的确兴趣广泛，知识也广博，可他们的兴趣通常只是收集而已，对于继续深入的功课，只好女人窝在家里慢慢消化了。

　　双鱼的秘密

　　当双鱼男人把女朋友托付给自己的哥们照顾，最后女朋友成了哥们的老婆，哥们却照当；可当女人把双鱼男朋友托付给姐们照顾，结果姐们成了男朋友的老婆，姐们也当不成了。
　　“善良”的双鱼男人真是奉献精神了得啊，就算自己的女人被朋友泡走，也一点不觉得委屈，倒成了滥好人的砝码；可是自己天生滥情的秉性，到了自己女人的姐们那里，还真是一点不吝啬呢，他管你跟姐们的交情如何，只要意境到了，那“博爱天下”的优良品质，完全百分百发挥，什么都不耽误。

12星座老公真实个性大剖析?

用“春蚕到死丝方尽”来形容白羊老公，是再恰当也不过的了！他们对于理想的执著，对目标的狂热，正如追着飞机不放的导热飞弹，不达目的，决不干休。

很多人以为白羊老公必定火气旺盛，脾气暴躁，其实很多白羊老公温柔体贴又浪漫，他们的火气藏在对事业的追求上，在事业方面，白羊老公具有开创性，一辈子向自己挑战，是他们最大的理想所在！

　　金牛老公——牛脾气的大男人

　　金牛座的老公，动如脱兔的时候少，大部分时间，他们都是静若处子，堪称“非常有教养”，但是只要牛脾气一发作的时候，如同排山倒海，令人大开眼界，因为什么事情都可能让他们失控。金牛老公像乌龟一样，吃苦耐劳、缓慢温和。造成乌龟翻脸的原因，是缺乏安全感，安全感对牛来说，就如同壳之于乌龟，没有壳的乌龟难以生存。
　　没有安全感，金牛老公会变得不可理喻。那么安全感究竟包括哪些呢？有时候是物质，诸如工作、薪水、房子，有时候是精神，像太太不在家，失去尊严等，所以金牛老公是最怕失业、最黏老婆的星座！

　　双子老公——一心多用却不花心

　　很多人都把双子男人列为“婚姻杀手”，认为他们花心，一心多用(还有很多人觉得他们善于说谎，专门制造美丽谎言)。对双子老公而言，其实这些评语是以偏赅全，有失公平，双子男人似乎承担了太多的负面形象!
　　事实上，双子座并不是花心或善于撒谎，他们是个不专心的星座，对任何事情都不会使出全部精神，而且他们太没耐性、太聪明了。很多双子座终身只有一个老婆、一份工作，可是他有很多兴趣，上至天文、下至地理，他都知道一点；每个女人他都有兴趣，但只限于认识一下、聊聊天；至于说话不算话，则是因为他们太多话，常常忘记自己前面说了些什么。

　　巨蟹老公——有点黏又不会太黏

　　黏黏腻腻的巨蟹老公，仿佛有女人的味道，在面对事业和财务时，却又显得勇猛无比，冲锋陷阵，不失英雄本色，巨蟹老公似乎比双子座老公更具有双面个性。大多数人只注意到巨蟹老公温柔恋家的一面，却很少人了解，他们是最能为生活拼搏的星座之一。
　　巨蟹老公从不会把成就和事业挂在嘴边，他们喜欢用家庭当借口，给自己一个退路，其实却是利用家庭生活，寻找思考的空间。

　　狮子老公——爱面子的臭屁王

　　狮子老公是最具有明星架势的星座，因为每当他们打点妥当、行头齐备的时候，高贵不凡的气质确实令人想多看一眼，然而卸下高贵的外壳和显赫的职称之后，在家中的狮子老公，却是敏感易怒、动也懒得动的电视老顽童。
　　而狮子座是十二星座中的国王，狮子又是百兽之王，愈是地位尊贵的人，自信心愈薄弱，所谓“高处不胜寒”正是狮子老公心中的写照。自尊心强和重视荣誉，是狮子老公的优点，但是相对而言，他们是非常脆弱的。狮子老公在乎掌声，很重视别人对他们的看法，这也是他们最大的缺点。

　　处女老公——用嘴巴使坏来表示关心

　　嫁个处女座老公，身边的亲朋好友都会忍不住替你捏一把冷汗：“这么难缠的人，你怎么受得了呢？”处女座真有那么可怕吗？其实也不尽然!因为处女座老公凡事精益求精，很多人觉得无所适从，不知道从何开始，且面对处女老公琐碎的抱怨，更是心浮气躁。
　　处女座要求完美，但并不是每件事都如此。其实很多处女老公邋遢得惊人，可是却对厕所的气味和妻子的手艺却非常敏锐，因为处女座常常把眼光放在很细微的事物上，用批评来表示他们的关心！

　　天秤老公——做他永远的朋友

　　天秤老公外形优雅，风趣和蔼，朋友多如天上星斗，人缘好得令老婆坐立不安。有一个英俊老公人人羡慕，但是如何掌握进退，却令所有老婆头大。
　　天秤座是个怕寂寞的星座，交了好几打的朋友，其实是怕出现空当，譬如想喝茶没人，想要郊游却没有伴。在他们的人生中，绝对没有独乐的事，对他们而言，每一个朋友见面都有三分情，自然也谈不上和谁最深交。而在天秤老公的心中，太太是永远的朋友，把握住这一点，就没有那么多醋可以吃了!

　　天蝎老公——外冷内热的超级醋坛子

　　提到天蝎座，大多数的人都退避三舍，好像遇到刺猬。天蝎老公确实令人爱恨交加，但要怎么样才能与天蝎老公和平共存呢？天蝎老公和处女老公一样，总是蒙受过多的苛责，其实他们温柔体贴，冷峻的外表之下，藏着一颗炽热的心。他们像刺猬一般的言行，其实是一层保护膜，为了观察别人和保持神秘。
　　而天蝎座有爱恨分明的两个极端情绪，也有探测别人和隐藏自己的两种性格，前者让人害怕，后者让人不平衡。为什么他可以了解你，而你不能去了解他呢？

　　射手老公——不爱受束缚的自由派

　　射手老公是个长不大的小男孩，在十二星座里，一向被列为难以驾驭的顽皮角色。射手座天性乐观，出手大方，喜欢帮忙别人，这样的个性总是比较有异性缘，这也是令太太们抓狂的地方。
　　另一方面射手老公生性天真坦率，热心并不一定热情，他们对异性的兴趣，是出自一种天生的好奇心，兼具一点凑热闹的性质，而他们真正想要的，还是自由自在的生活和遨游四海的人生！

　　摩羯老公——重形象的大男人

　　十二星座之中，摩羯老公是最具有传统丈夫形象的男性，他们重视尊卑和自己的形象，常常面无表情，行事一丝不苟，天生是个一家之主的架子，俨然是19世纪留下来的古董人物。
　　摩羯座的人，由于受到土星(守护星)的影响，所以天生情绪就比较压抑，喜怒不形于色，即使他在外面交游广阔，那也是因为事业的需要，而不是他的本性。摩羯座是个孤独的星座，不善于表达情绪的结果，使得身边的人都不太了解他们的心，而男性受到社会价值观的压抑，更不容易对外透露心中的想法。

　　水瓶老公——滚动的石头

　　换工作的次数，随着年龄增加的水瓶老公，好像永远在往前看。对朋友有求必应，热情慷慨的人生态度，足以使很多老婆抓狂。
　　水瓶座是个顽固的星座，很多人误以为他们容易沟通，事实上在他们开朗的外表之下，早有定见，自负的水瓶座，决不屑于轻易受到别人影响。水瓶座一生在追求新鲜的心灵刺激，换工作和交朋友都是一种方法，频频换老板，一方面是瞧不起上司，另一方面是缺乏自省精神及沟通能力。

　　双鱼老公——急性子的大白鲨

　　与双鱼老公的恋爱阶段，每个女人都享受着最浪漫的恋爱气氛。可是善解人意、温柔体贴的双鱼男人，一旦结了婚，马上摇身一变，从小金鱼变成大白鲨，脾气火暴，令很多太太大呼上当。
　　双鱼座天生温柔体贴好相处，这是本性，不会消失，但随着年龄的增加，受到流年的影响，双鱼
老公很容易变成大白鲨，不但脾气坏，性子急，而且自以为是，若是被你遇上了可不要太意外哦！

与十二星座拍拖新解

＊白羊座～你要跟这种动物谈恋爱的话，你可要学的可多了……

　　一来要知道自己是不是够吸引他，否则还是再说吧！
　　二来要知道自己像不像保姆跟老师，做不到！？那你还是放弃吧。
　　三来每天训练自己的心脏要够力，否则随时来的打击，你可会受不了喔……
　　
＊金牛座～温和，用心，忠诚，实在。

　　兼具这四大考验，你要去喜欢一头牛的话，倒是比较容易点。
　　啥！？你温和也用心又够忠诚老实说就是实在....怎么会不喜欢你呢！
　　忘了告诉你，那是他的标准才算啊，你自己说得哪算啊！？
　　＊双子座～当他告诉你，他爱你……你就相信吧！
　　可能明天他就会告诉你，他又不爱你了……所以别乐得太快！
　　你以为他花心，其实没那么坏啦，他只觉得不那么爱你了……所以啰～
　　你以为他喜欢伤害人吗！？错……他只是对你没了爱的感觉，所以趁早结束罢了。
　　
＊巨蟹座～温柔爱家内向害羞体贴善良……这就是巨蟹的形容词吗？

　　唉……看来巨蟹给人的错觉还真夸张啊！？你好好研究吧。
　　在你真正未得到一只小螃蟹对你的用心时，你还是别把这些形容词用在他身上。
　　当巨蟹宝宝真正爱人时，这些特点他才会展现出来……否则蟹蟹还是花蟹蟹唷～
　
　＊狮子座～你爱上了狮子吗？恭喜你……开始享受一趟高潮迭起的剧情吧。
　　如果狮子座的人喜欢你，那么你家将会出现很多他送给你的东西证明你是他的。
　　如果你喜欢上狮子座的人，那么慢慢用你的感动去感动他吧，这是很有效的喔……
　　什么！？没用……别这么想，他只是自尊作祟，不想被你太容易追上罢了。
　　
＊处女座～你以为他对你是忠诚专一，先掂掂一下吧……

　　处女座的情人除非你能通过他给你的每份心理测验，还有忠诚专一的考题……
　　否则最爱的头衔可不是那么容易拿到手，如果拿到手的话，嘿嘿……
　　你继续再拿两项持家跟忠贞的金牌，那么……处女座就非你莫嫁非你莫娶了。
　
　＊天秤座～基本上这是一个很爱美又常会发点花痴以及爱的学分总是低空飞过的星座。

　　你以为花心总是天秤座的吗！？嘿嘿……只是你自己不够了解吧～
　　当一个秤子决定爱你的同时，你可以相信他给你的最美最爱是绝对的。
　　当一个秤子不爱你的同时，这是常有的，只是他又被吸引到其它地方去了……
　
　＊天蝎座～如果你只是玩玩的话，你还是省点力气，免得被玩得是你唷！

　　如果你是真心的话，你可以多下点心，因为你会收到这辈子最深刻的回忆。
　　如果你又想玩又有真心的话，劝你自己要明白，当真心不到满分的程度。
　　你被蝎子螫的机率绝对是百分百，绝对是痛到你会大喊，天蝎座的人很投入滴……
　
　＊射手座～又是个被世人唾弃辱骂成“花心萝卜“的可怜星座～

　　他没那么坏，只是朋友多的不太象话，只是朋友可能都带有感情的色彩……
　　他是专情的，只是你得去学着，他也会爱朋友，他也会爱陌生人……
　　他更有可能爱他以前所爱的人，你可要学着“习惯“啊～
　
　＊摩羯座～通常年轻的摩羯，是那种会玩会疯会闹又花心的人……这是大部分。

　　别把对爱很执着的星座跟摩羯连成一条线，那是错误的。
　　他们对爱迟钝，可是要专情，除非你有绝对的吸引力...要不然别想～
　　他们对爱挑剔，所以寻寻觅觅中，才发现伤害别人已经成为历史。
　
　＊水瓶座～就像个“风筝”飞了很远，看不见了……等到哪时风停了，他还是回来了～
　　他对爱情保持着友谊的态度，不喜欢被黏，却又希望被管。

　　他就像个爱放风筝的孩子，要人照顾要人操心，可是...当你发现风筝飞远了！？
　　别以为他对爱情是这个样子，其实风筝的线还是系在你的手心里啊……
　　＊双鱼座～就是两条鱼的意思，也就是你准备跟两个人谈恋爱吧。
　　可能温柔对待，可能凶残恶霸，可能贤淑可爱，可能暴力相向……都有吧。
　　看你怎么去应付同时有极端的个性以及不稳定的情绪！？
　　既然爱你就是爱你，别跟他要求多一点爱，那已经是他给的最多了～！

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天秤座：

拥有共同兴趣及价值观，有高品味的妻子
将妻子当做人生伙伴的天秤座男性，视价值观及相同兴趣为重要条件。若再具备都会品味及理性的女性，更加理想。天秤座希望得到一位受人尊敬的妻子。家教好，品味出众，丰富的谈话内容，公平理性，伙伴的资格。

天蝎座：

具备成熟的坚强耐性，及婀娜多姿的妻子
重视内在胜于外在的天蝎座男性，将温柔且内心坚强的女性，视为结婚的对象。在婚姻生活中，性占有相当高比率，因此床上功夫也成为重要条件。有气魄，温柔但坚强，对丈夫忠心，婀娜多姿，责任感以及床上功夫。

射手座：

有教养，话题丰富，二人世界不会生厌的妻子
梦想筑出一个开朗快乐家庭的射手座男性，妻子个性必须开朗，并且还须有丰富的话题，加上二人世界不会令人烦腻。活泼开朗，上进心，乐天派，健康率直，大方不拘泥，丰富的话题。

魔竭座：

能保护家庭，完全献身于丈夫，并且性感的妻子
野心家的魔竭座男性，要求能保护家庭。让自己安心在外打拼的妻子。敏捷的家事身手，精算的家计，还带有女人味浓厚的性感为最最理想。女人味，爽朗，浪漫，信任丈夫，家事能力，有实在的金钱观念，适度的性感。

水瓶座：

有个性，具备知性魅力，爽朗型的妻子
水瓶座认为妻子是人生的伴侣，要求的是一位独立，有个性，应付能力强的女性为妻子，即使是缺乏家事能力，只要具有知性魅力就没问题。知性，独立心，广阔的视野，对丈夫的朋友亲切，共同的价值观，有个性。

双鱼座：

能建立温馨家庭，善良可爱的妻子对神经质的双鱼座来讲，家庭等于是他的绿洲。所以他希望拥有一位用美味家常菜迎接他，既善良又楚楚可怜的妻子，要有治愈他疲惫身心的包容力。替人着想的心，包容力，同情心，可爱模样，丰富的爱情表现能力，适度的依赖心，做菜能力，喜爱孩子。

牡羊座:

不仅开朗积极，并能处处为丈夫设想的妻子
大男人主义型的牡羊座，喜欢能顺从自己的女性。而且不只顺从，还必须附带开朗，机智，能建立快乐家庭的女性。开朗，积极，能顺从丈夫，诚实，细心，幽默感，有女人味，喜好运动。

金牛座:

对家事得心应手，温柔、大方的妻子
他喜欢温馨和谐的家庭，所以十分重视家庭能力。要求妻子能和左邻右里，双亲都亲密来往。加上爱吃醋，所以没有红杏出墙之忧的贞节性格，是选妻的首要条件。贞节贤淑，料理的手腕，家计的安排，协调性，有常识，大方稳重，喜欢小孩。

双子座：

理性的，在一起能感受快乐的乐天派妻子
即使已经结婚，却仍不愿被束缚的双子座男性，喜欢冷静不吃醋且有独立精神的女性。再加上在一起时能愉快聊天，彼此都很理性的话更无可挑剔，家事能力是其次。理性，交谈愉快，共同的兴趣，社交能力，不束缚丈夫，身材苗条。

巨蟹座：

能以温情相待的柔情妻子
巨蟹座所要求的是母亲型的妻子，为他做尽一切身边的事，在低潮时并能安慰他。当然家事能力必须在一般水准之上。由于他相当小器，所以希望有会存钱的妻子诚实，喜欢照顾他人，料理能力，包容力，育儿能力，温柔可爱。

狮子座：

能带出门炫耀，魅力十足的妻子
希望妻子能永远保持青春活力，迷人魅力的狮子座男性，艳丽感十足的女性才是他理想中人。即使是对家事不行，但只要有适度的教养，就是他所求。艳丽大方，有气质，年轻，社交能力，会撒娇，适度教养。

处女座：

纤细，为人着想的可爱妻子最讨厌老油条型女性的处女座男性，希望妻子拥有为人着想的纤细心思。能将家里整理干净，对他双亲用心，加上对丈夫及孩子的爱。爱干净，楚楚可怜，纤细心思，金钱管理能力，协调性。(Information taken from http://lady.163.com/08/0302/14/461O7BEH00261PJL.html)

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爱一个人好难 …. Is it really that hard to love a person? Or even fall in love with the person?

Or maybe it’s me she wants to escape, is it me that makes her scare/avoiding me? I think problems lies in me that makes them scared this is what I am, this is my character, does changing my character really works? Does making me just caring for myself, be stubborn, be selfish, be cruel, and be rude makes the person like me? If it really does then this I still won’t change as I don’t want to be like this just to let a person liked me because it isn’t me at all. I see other couples no matter how “ugly “ or “beng” they are. They still have a way to find one, for me I’m a below average looking person why is it so hard to find one.

I do have a lot of female friends but mostly are married or attached. They all say I am a nice guy and good looking but to me I think they are just making happy. Even a friend of mine who knows the girl I liked told me that I’m not suitable for her as there are better girls out there why her.

I have a lot of confidence in myself that I can make it but why I keep getting cold water all over from my friends, that makes me wonder are they supporting me or just want me to suffer? I had suffer enough really enough that I really want to just run away escape to a place where there is just me alone in complete darkness.

Am I suffering from depression again? Why I kept making myself having depression? How can I pull myself out from these problems?

I can handle most of the problems I’m facing but why comes to relationship I can’t get over with? Am I so emotional? Does digging out my heart really stop the emotion thing from happening to me or does running away from this problem really works?

If it does then I rather ask the JI terrorist who is now escaped in Singapore kill me so I can get out from this problem and let me suffer in hell because it’s no different in living.

Maybe it’s time for me to stop for a while or go for a holiday to forget and start a new leaf again with no emotion thing in my mind or heart.

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One sided love means: Only person who is in love with the opposite sex but the opposite sex doesn’t know… I guess I am the one ba. I doesn’t really know if she know I like her as I have hint her a lot specially the flower I gave her on Valentines’ day. Next week is White day meaning the guy have to return a gift to the person who gave him on Valentines’ day but now is the guy gave a gift to the girl does the girl have to return the gift to the guy on White day? I hope if it is I wish the present were a kiss or two from her haha… (I must be dreaming, I think I am dreaming this isn’t going to happen to me anyway)

It isn’t really important to me, the most important is that I hope she can reply or message me telling me that she is Ok as I was worry about her since Saturday evening when I “heard” (meaning I chat with her online) that she had a quarrel with her parents on Friday night. I don’t know what to do, I wanted to help but what kind of help I can do? All I can is listen to her trying to comfort her but again she won’t find me even I told her I am willing to listen to her when she feels like telling me.

From her blog I read, her parents were still very strict to her even now she is 20. How strict and strict in where? Well strict in every parcels and letters send to her were opened and read by her parents. Then when going home later is unacceptable even she gave a call to them and telling them she will be late they still won’t accept. I guess to me if she is with a good company as I know that she knows how to diff the good and bad company. She is mature enough to know that so I think her parents it’s time to give her a little more freedom, she is coming to 21 soon in a year time. By now should have more freedom at her age right?

One major problem is that she has a 14 years old brother, which at this time is quite a troublesome age as they will either turn good or bad and will rejects parents so call commands even older brothers or sisters. So you will think what’s the problem, well whenever her little brother had gone into trouble her parents will blame her for it. I think this problems lies on the parents not on her, as they are the one who spoilt him.

Even my little brother also been spoilt by my parents, in my case I have a chat with my parents about the things that they do, which have been a bit over broad. This helps me to get a bit of freedom and the case of my spoilt brother. Well they still very protect my brother through but I told them if they carry on like this he will mix with the bad company, as I know what the bad company do as I do have some friends who are mixing with them but now they aren’t with them anymore. So maybe she can use this to let her parents know her situations and maybe introduce them the friends she is mixing with so that they can understand and give her the freedom she wants. This is what I do in the past, I know I can’t compare with her as she is a girl and I am a guy so there is a different between but why not try it and see whether it works for her or not right? If this can’t really help then I can help her think of another way to prove that she is old enough to take care of herself and do whatever can wants in the good ways of cause like: fall in love or be independence. As for her brother problems, she and her parents have to find a way to do something as it isn’t her problems but is the whole family members problem everyone must be involve in this issue. Even she is a good role model so what her little brother won’t listen then there isn’t a point of blaming her, she has done her part as an older sister but her younger brother doesn’t want to follow or listen, she can’t do anything right?

For me the same, my brother won’t neither listens to my parents nor me so what to do. Well find out who is he mixing with or who ever he is closer to and often seek help. Ask that person to help because sometime there is a need for a third party or person like his close friends or relative to help.

I don’t know if you all know that there is a time where I had a very fierce fight with my brother that I dislocated my right wrist and a fracture ribs where else my brother just have a swollen wrist and a big blue black on his right eye. I tried to hold back the strength I had just not to hurt him too much even through its his wrong and I still will get the blame, still get the injury worst then him where I hold back and get a bit of internal injury like fracture ribs. Every now and then when I take a deep breathe I will pain in my chest and I will get pain in my wrist when I do push ups. Well this is my problem some more it’s quite long time ago the pain now is nothing to me as I got used to it.

But as for her I wish she will soon get back with her parents in good terms again, I don’t want to see her sad outside or in her heart. I don’t care if she like me or not I just want her to be happy everyday whole life long. Guess I’m talking to much as no one will understand unless they themselves had face the problems before….

heyhey guess u will think that i start with this is a happy things i'm going to sae rite nope u r wrong....!

i was quite sad today..., i had no problems actually bt is my friend who is having... well this is most every gers with their parents problems.

i cant really sugest any thing as i am a guy cant neither sae nor do anything to help her i felt helpless the only thing i can do is wait and wait only. I am quite useless rite i really wanted to comfort her but how....

:'( i want to be at her side when she is either happy or sad or angry or anything....
I'm willing to do anything jus to see that smile of her...