Last night, I was in tears after I met my 1st ex girlfriend jasmine together with Wendy and Ai Zhen. Jasmine yesterday gave me a good lecturing about my character asks me to change so that when the next time we met she can see that I have a girlfriend.

so after a good lecturing at about 1130pm, we went home not actually all went home jasmine meeting her boyfriend at Junction 8 and Wendy went to clubbing so only me and Wendy went home. When I reach home took a quick bath and went to bed straight. I remember what I dream of: I remember that Wanying was very sad and went drinking by herself and at the same time I was looking for her to ask for a patch back... when I reach her house her family member told me that she was out and also there is someone who was at her house that also like her... so I asked who is he and the guy walked out from a room and told me that he was the one that he liked Wanying. So I asked him whether he can let me have Wanying back as I told him that I really couldn’t forget about her no matter where I go I will see the image of her everywhere so I begged that he could let go of her at the same time I was in tears...

What I could imagine was he was a mature looking, quite taller, average looking guy like me... but he told me to try look for her and ask her if she really wants to patch back with me. After I heard this I quickly rush out and asked her family member where she gone too and run off to find her... I know I took a long time to find her and manage to find her at a cafe where she is having a piece of chocolate or a black-forest cake I couldn’t remember... I looked at her, her face was red like she has been drinking quite a lot a bit drunk... so I rush to her and carry her off to wash off as I think she was a bit depressed. After washing off her face, she was slightly awake so I ask her if I could patch back with her... I told her

“WANYING, would you patch back with me as I really need you I couldn’t live without you, like a bird flying without wings, like a guy without a soul. I will change, I will give you happiness I promise and this promise I won’t promise. I WILL be very confident in our relationship, I wont let it happen 2 years back Please patch back with me please."

as she was about to give me and answer I woke up. But I know I was still in tears when I woke up as my eyes are wet.
Wanying these dreams are true I am not lying I swear. So I wishing after you read this you can give me an answer.

I know like this is not the way to ask a girl to patch back because I scare what I will want to say I wont say it out to you in face so I can do is write this out from my heart in big bold words. now as I type this my eyes are wet and watery, its like some feelings I cant explain and this have happen once to me before when my 1st girlfriend broke up with me and after that no more till you came along.. I wish for this year excluding finding a good pay job, make my family financial stable and good results, was to patch back with you and continue what we have stop the last time.. I will give you love that all I will give and happiness with respect hope you can let me into your life again.