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Yesterday I think I did something wrong… I message a friend of my in ITE BR it’s a girl and her name was WENDY. At about 1130pm I received a good night message from Shumei then I forward to a lot of my friends specially Wanying and Wendy. Well still the same Wanying won’t reply me or so. Then Wendy reply me asking me why I message her and I haven’t gone to bed I told her because I drink too much red bull this afternoon couldn’t sleep so I online playing game at the same time messaging people. Then Wendy messaged me again asking me whether I can call her so I did. To my surprise she was crying at her house downstairs at a park near her house. I asked her what happen she told me that I just sent her the good night message made her boyfriend very angry. She told me that her boyfriend doesn’t allow guys to message her or call her. I was like what kind of boyfriend which doesn’t allow his girlfriend to mix with people. But I wasn’t angry because too what I think it was my fault that made this thing happened. I was very sorry for her that I made her cried. So to stop her from crying and we chat other things like why my 1st girlfriend broke off with me till asking me whether she herself got the chance to become my girlfriend… I told her that she now have a boyfriend and it’s just a misunderstanding that’s all won’t break up one and told her not to worry so much… her boyfriend will understand sooner or later…

Then the question she asked me why my 1st girlfriend broke off with me so I told her is because I wanted to have sex with my ex girlfriend and she doesn’t want so the next day she broke off with me.. And till this day I was scare to find a girlfriend and ask for sex even if my girlfriend allow it I still scare. It’s like a scar in my mind and heart that makes me scare of it… After that we chat quite awhile at almost 2am we then say good night to each other as her handphone is going to low battery and I need to wake up early. So I say good night to her and hang up the phone but I did gave her a message telling her that when she wakes up her boyfriend will find her and tell her not to worry so much and stop her from thinking the worst which is break up thing… After messaging her I check how long I had chat with her to my surprise both of us had chat about 1 hour long that is long to me on a handphone. Then I set my alarm clock and went to sleep praying that her boyfriend will go back to her the next day….

To Wendy: Don’t worry ok I know your boyfriend still loves you just that he is protecting you only so you have to be very happy with it ok do look on the bright side.. Quarrel means he is trying to know more about you. Just remember this!!! Oh don’t tell anyone what we have chat yesterday ok…. Thanks. You know I know can already...