Question: WHAT IS HAPPINESS? WHAT IS SADDNESS? HOW DOES IT FEEL WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY AND WHEN YOU ARE SAD?

I now still don’t know why every time I get rejected and sad I keep saying those words that will hurt peoples’ feelings. Am I really that bad in expressing my feelings my emotions? Then am I making everyone feel that I am still like a child with the thinking of a child?

Am I at wrong of having this thinking? Or what can I do to makes everyone knows that I have grown up and thinks like a man not a child anymore? How can I make myself grow up? How do I make myself to think like a 25 year old man? Even I have plans for my future but I couldn’t make it happen when my friends keep telling me that I still thinks like a child how? I know no matter how my best friend told me to I still am what I am and can’t make it better but worst if I try my best.

How can I be like my friend who is good at everything since I know him he is like good at everything even getting a relationship is easy to him? I know he got 1 time when working there is a girl who came up to him and give him her hand phone number. He got that charm why can’t I have it to. His art and craft are far more better than me very far, I don’t know when I came out to work will I do the same best thing like him or better

I WANT TO BE SAME AS HIM OR EVEN BETTER.