hi

today i felt abit sad coz i trying to ask my ex to go out but she was too bz to go out with me since she is in University. normally i heard from my friends from University that they get very bz when they are in University starting from the 1st yr to the final yr. i wonder if now we still in the relationship how do we goin to cope with her bz schedule plus she is studing in NTU.

but to all the things we gone tru its still my fault i shld have waited a year late to tell her how i feel. i think i shld be putting myself in the cold cell and forbidden myself to get invole in love. maybe i shld conseal my heart so i wont fall in love again and get hurt.

her roommate told me that there is some one like her. wat is the 1st thing came into my mind? blank.. but how i feel? pain very hard sharp pain that i felt in my heart... but wat to do she doesnt accept me any more as i hurt her too much le.. i think she wont forgive me for the things i have done to her... but her room mate told me that i can get back to her if i try. well i would have to thank her room mate for telling this but its too late le... i dont think she will again let me into her heart again this wat i think.

i will carry this pain in my heart till she has forgiven me if not i will carry this till i die.....