yesterday the whole day i was at hm i wanted to make chocolate to jiaxin and i did made but well i wanted to give to her and also mit her for dinner but she not free even on friday sat sun i cant coz i am working so cant mit her..... now i felt a bit left out coz i was to woo her but well she's still thinking of her prevous bf... and she noe i want to chase her but i think ended up her nxt bf wasnt be me ha ha ha isnt that funny i want to chase her and ended up she like some one else same goes for my past gals that i like... actually i want to use the chocolate to make for shiling coz nxt sat is her birthday but i think if i want to chase jiaxin i might as well use the chocolate to make for jiaxin.

the chocolate is now in my freezer and i havnt pack it in to a box coz i felt that if i made and give it to her she still wont like me she will treat me as a friend more that a someone who wants to chase her why is every one i like think of this way i erally want to find soemone i can company with for my rest of my life and no one gives me a chance why is it so is it my 1st impression that leaves them so bad...

WHY DOES PPL WANTED TO LOOK FOR 5C RATHER THEN LOOKING FOR REAL LOVE?