saturday i went out with jiaxin and roslan coz jiaxin juz broke off with her bf so feeling abit upsad so we company her to see a movie and then went to have a drink well i dont really like to drink but for her i have to drink a little both of them drank about 2 mug and i juz 1 mug tats gd oready... i and jiaxin we both sang a song from willam su and kit chan its a couple song... so we sang then abt 1145pm we went hm i sent jiaxin hm on the way i ask her if i can be her bf but well its nt the answer i want to hear somemore coz she is still recovering from her heart pain so she told me to give her some time to recover and think abt it so i give her time but i noe the chance wouldnt come to my turn coz i do some thinking.... and i use the poker cards to test if i had faith with her and the card told me that she is not the 1 i am waiting for.... or the 1 i am goin to spent my life with.... but i'm willing to give it a try...

even tro i am the person who noe 1 will like to fall in love with... and i trust my feelings i noe tat if she has recover from her heart pain i wont be the 1 she wants to have to be her bf coz she noe my past...