hw foolish i am
wat am i wat am i doing why am i helping a gal to pay her bills and nt get a chance to c her, mit her? and i still wan to contact her why an i doing tis foolish ting?
in the past i came to noe a gals her name is serene she's a hardworking gals, but came in a poor family with a poor health body every nw and then falls sick. so i say i will help her in which ever way i can to help her all i wan is to mit her for meals or go out mit her at her hse downstairs these thing is it so hard to do meh. in total i lent her over $2000 and i nvr ask her to return me bck. so i tell myself not to lent her any more money if i lent her she will keep cuming bck to me for more money. last week she msg me again and ask me to lent her money for some count case so i lie to her saying i am in jail cant go out frm then she nvr msg me.
nw cums these gal she cums frm and average family but no money to pay her bills this is the second time i am paying for her i like her very much but she scare of me. dont noe why all other friends she nt scare only me she scare. i am evil even thor i wan to be but i cant so why she scare of me why. i noe i say a lot of things but i like to say these thing only thing is i dont really like to do it i juz wan to find some ting to talk to her and noe her more why cant i lik other ppl who they can get friends to go out enjoy make new friends get a girlfriend why cant i be like other normal ppl why all my friends dont lik to go out with me dont like to talk to me.
these thing my family doesnt noe abt coz i dont wan to let them worry abt me. i wish i will have friends who really go out with me, someday my the other half wil come but these someday wont cum. all my friends all ask me why i so long nvr get a girlfriend and say do i noe hw old am i if i still didnt get a girlfriend o some1 iwont be able to start a family by age of 30 old even older. do u noe wat i told them, i told them why cant u all intro 1 to me then i will have a girlfriend nw they all juz keep quiet coz they still remember wat had happen in the past where i and with my girlfriend.
that's why they dont intro to me i respect them coz they dont wan me to hurt the gal. i guess i am the only 1 who is not moving and everyone is in front of me moving further and further away from me. i wan to move on is that i had no one the give me strenght to move i am not the person that can move by it self i am lik a toy car who need battery to move and that battery is love but that battery never cum juz lik when u tired of playing this toy u juz take out the battery and put in a new toy then throw me in the corner where n o1 will find or notice it.
can any one give me a chance to move i dont wan to be left alone in the dark
in the past i came to noe a gals her name is serene she's a hardworking gals, but came in a poor family with a poor health body every nw and then falls sick. so i say i will help her in which ever way i can to help her all i wan is to mit her for meals or go out mit her at her hse downstairs these thing is it so hard to do meh. in total i lent her over $2000 and i nvr ask her to return me bck. so i tell myself not to lent her any more money if i lent her she will keep cuming bck to me for more money. last week she msg me again and ask me to lent her money for some count case so i lie to her saying i am in jail cant go out frm then she nvr msg me.
nw cums these gal she cums frm and average family but no money to pay her bills this is the second time i am paying for her i like her very much but she scare of me. dont noe why all other friends she nt scare only me she scare. i am evil even thor i wan to be but i cant so why she scare of me why. i noe i say a lot of things but i like to say these thing only thing is i dont really like to do it i juz wan to find some ting to talk to her and noe her more why cant i lik other ppl who they can get friends to go out enjoy make new friends get a girlfriend why cant i be like other normal ppl why all my friends dont lik to go out with me dont like to talk to me.
these thing my family doesnt noe abt coz i dont wan to let them worry abt me. i wish i will have friends who really go out with me, someday my the other half wil come but these someday wont cum. all my friends all ask me why i so long nvr get a girlfriend and say do i noe hw old am i if i still didnt get a girlfriend o some1 iwont be able to start a family by age of 30 old even older. do u noe wat i told them, i told them why cant u all intro 1 to me then i will have a girlfriend nw they all juz keep quiet coz they still remember wat had happen in the past where i and with my girlfriend.
that's why they dont intro to me i respect them coz they dont wan me to hurt the gal. i guess i am the only 1 who is not moving and everyone is in front of me moving further and further away from me. i wan to move on is that i had no one the give me strenght to move i am not the person that can move by it self i am lik a toy car who need battery to move and that battery is love but that battery never cum juz lik when u tired of playing this toy u juz take out the battery and put in a new toy then throw me in the corner where n o1 will find or notice it.
can any one give me a chance to move i dont wan to be left alone in the dark
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