what r ur dreams

wat dreams r to be a General manager in 1 of the big company in singapore well its juz a dream wat more do u wan. every year on my birthday i had a wish o maybe a target set 4 myself tat to go japan for holiday by myself and go together with my gf but well i cant save the money n worst cant get a gf sad this yr is goin to end soon and still trying to save the money hope by end of this yr i can manage to save the money if nt i will go manila by myself. actually i got a few gal in my mind if i got the balls i will have the chance to get a gf by this yr is juz tat i scare i nt gd for her cant give her happiness coz i most of the time at home o at work where got time to go out o find her?

Dan ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui..... tis is a very nice song so dan ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui for me i think of that gal YT but i think i think og her no use she wont noe even i told her i always think of her she will juz say i think too much or juz give me this dotz thing................ why every time i get in to relationship i wont get it why am i so unlucky in relationship. i wan her to be with me when i needed her why this is so hard for me like this song MY MEMORY i juz wan to love her 4ever and this i cant get

my friend say stop tinking of relationship coz they giv u problems so better nt have 1 but do they noe tat i need some1 to be with me. they say if i wan to go out with then they will go FK them i msg them they say they nt free nxt tiem and then the last time i msg they say again nxt time can. they all juz lik to put nxt time nxt time free then when r they really free i wonder to me r they my friends o they juz treat me lik i m nothing to them. why cant i hav a friend who is very out goin 1 all my friend juz lik to stay at hm o go with gf. why i ask myself many time and still cant get the answer. oh its late i have to stop here so gd nite sweet dreams to u all n to u YT