having problems
sian.... my brother has been bugging this computer for 4 straight days and i got no chance of touching it sad...... Nvm nw got the chance well i happy that my friend YanTing has found her other half and make her so happy i read fro blog and i am so happy for her but oso sad coz her other half is nt me.... well Nvm some more i dont have time for her any way and have nothing to talk abt oso.... sunday when i was working my friend ask me not to leave the shoe suffing around on the floor but at the same time as she told me that i was abt to clear those suffing coz i was busy serving the customer.... frm this i start to think that i am having a lot of stress frm work i think that i should quit nt because i cant work is because i am giving myself a lot of pressure i wan to relax go out take a deep breath but i cant find time.....
nxt week is my sch holiday for 1 week but that 1 week i had to study due to that following week is my exams very stress.... even dou it's only 3 paper but i still feel very stressing ... i wan to find my secondary sch friends but well they nt free as usual stay at hm i can get more stress then wan to look for my ex gf then i dont noe where she work.. look for gf then i have noe guts to ask gals.... may be because i get rejected once too many time and then make me like always afraid to ask gals.... hw can i get a gf in the future.... i think nw is nt the time to think abt gf things i must concentrade on my exams specially my maths in the past i lik maths a lot nw due to long time nvr touch maths so a bit rusty...
hw can i get an enjoiable life when all my friends are nt out goin person and i hate to go out alone where i juz walk frm orchard to bugis to suntec to marina square then bck to suntec and bugis then walk bck hm pls dont laugh i really walk all the way bck its true coz im bored and i have no one to talk to or go to so i walk here and there with out taking a bus or mrt and no money to take cab... this is my life a boring life i think i will be lik tis for the rest of my life with nothing interesthing happen and noe nothing ha ha ha........................ :_ [
isee every one out side so happy with their friends or gf and i well alone and dont noe is happy or sad. lot of my friends say having relationship is bad better dont get in to it but if they say that then why they still get into relationship i noe having relationship is hard for me easy for u all and too maintain it evn harder for me coz i had a relationship once and it last me for abt 1 month and we only see each other on weekends and after sch but in total we see each other only 6 times in 1 month then we broke up......so why everyone kepp telling not to have a gf why cant they surpport me lik i surpport them why cant i have a proper relationship where i love her and give everything to her and all i want is her to love me juz 90% can oready like tis oso cant why.... CAN ANY ONE TELL ME i guess surely that no one will even read my blog and no one will even noe that i got blog and im writting my feels in here. they juz think i am a care free person with no problems to face with well they r wrong when they read this.....
nxt week is my sch holiday for 1 week but that 1 week i had to study due to that following week is my exams very stress.... even dou it's only 3 paper but i still feel very stressing ... i wan to find my secondary sch friends but well they nt free as usual stay at hm i can get more stress then wan to look for my ex gf then i dont noe where she work.. look for gf then i have noe guts to ask gals.... may be because i get rejected once too many time and then make me like always afraid to ask gals.... hw can i get a gf in the future.... i think nw is nt the time to think abt gf things i must concentrade on my exams specially my maths in the past i lik maths a lot nw due to long time nvr touch maths so a bit rusty...
hw can i get an enjoiable life when all my friends are nt out goin person and i hate to go out alone where i juz walk frm orchard to bugis to suntec to marina square then bck to suntec and bugis then walk bck hm pls dont laugh i really walk all the way bck its true coz im bored and i have no one to talk to or go to so i walk here and there with out taking a bus or mrt and no money to take cab... this is my life a boring life i think i will be lik tis for the rest of my life with nothing interesthing happen and noe nothing ha ha ha........................ :_ [
isee every one out side so happy with their friends or gf and i well alone and dont noe is happy or sad. lot of my friends say having relationship is bad better dont get in to it but if they say that then why they still get into relationship i noe having relationship is hard for me easy for u all and too maintain it evn harder for me coz i had a relationship once and it last me for abt 1 month and we only see each other on weekends and after sch but in total we see each other only 6 times in 1 month then we broke up......so why everyone kepp telling not to have a gf why cant they surpport me lik i surpport them why cant i have a proper relationship where i love her and give everything to her and all i want is her to love me juz 90% can oready like tis oso cant why.... CAN ANY ONE TELL ME i guess surely that no one will even read my blog and no one will even noe that i got blog and im writting my feels in here. they juz think i am a care free person with no problems to face with well they r wrong when they read this.....
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
Subscribe to Post Comments [Atom]
<< Home