i am really happy that there is people reading my crap blog haha even truo the comments they gave really hurts but i still happy. can say i am this kind of person who cant decide many things in life all have to listen see what others person then decide even some time listen to them. not really good rite? when every thing consider my own have to decide by others... useless person baka...

last friday i went out with my close friends in my ITE BR years total 3 girls and a guy but i dont know that guy just met... within the 3 girls 1 of them are my first girlfriend... now is close friend which we meet evey 6 months... hehe.. i remember she told the other girls about me... as i am a good boyfriend but in character wise i am a child...

she is half rite yes i still act like a child but no i am not a good boyfriend as in my last relationship i MADE my girlfriend angry and hungry where i was really late to met her and she went home without having her dinner... thats make me a bad boyfriend rite? anyway what is UTTER mean?