8/21/04

now is 2215pm dame anrgy today in the afternoon i wan having a short break from my study i go start to play computer game s i was juz started to play a teacher came in and ask me and my friend to show him our student pass f**k juz started to take a break he came in then he gave ur a warning letter wat kind of teacher is he cant he let us go 1 time coz its not a bad thing to do wat other ppl eat in the library he nvr catch why he catch us f**k him.

last nite i had a dream a bad dream, i dream i help my friend yanting to find a job and i found 1 at parkway parade selling VCD at a shop name POH KIM well it's my ex gf's work place. well 1st i waited for her at the bus stop so tat i can bring her to the shop then yanting call and tell me she's nt goi but she ask me to fill up for her.

then ok i help her to fill up nxt ting i ask her for her address u cant fill up the form with out ur address rite then she say can let tat alone i say cant must fill up. after tat she told me she dont wan to work liao i started to get angry coz 1st she put me aeoplane then say she help her to fill up the form nxt she say she dont wan liao is she playing with me. and i start to scold her is she playinf with me and my ex ask me to clam down hw do i come down where almost all my friend are lik tat in really life yes all my friends are lik tat but in dreams oso wat. after i scold her i hang up her phone coz i was so angry from ang mo kio to parkway parade wao so far and i am willing to help a friend then ended up putting me air plane wat.

i think tis dream tells me not to make friends any more coz the more i make the more friends will put me air plane and the more hurts it gets.... i think i am nothing to all my friends. all of my friends can make gd friends me well my i make gd friends who lik to put very beautiful air plane, they can get gf me well i didnt get any chance of getting 1 all that i try to make friends with they reject me to be their bf some say i am a nice guy as i am not then some say i was too fast and scare them do u noe why i wan it fast is bcoz i dont them to reject me by saying i too nice o a nice guy as i am not ok if i am a nice guy the gals that i have asked they will agree to be my gf and not reject me....

dont say liao the more i say the more i feel angry and at the same time sad i did wan to change and need some one too give me chance but no 1 will.....

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