8/28/04

happy and angry

today my common test paper was very EZ (yi pian dian gau) ha ha ha after the test, i and 2 of my friends went to suntec to c the comex 2004 there got free games to play x box game to play ha ha ha fun and we went to c the others things got a lot of things got chio bu, got cam, got laptop, got many other things and best i got myself a new 4 in 1 printer can print can scan can photocopy ha ha ha ha ha ha..... damn happy.

then when i reach hm i read my friend Yanting's diary well these few day i think she change a lot change more to an ah lian liao coz bco of 1 aunty tat nvr return her $10 change she go and ask for it everyday but the aunty oso so subbon juz return the $10 change and nothing will hapen liao lor but why cant they settle lik tis why they have to make ting worst jus lik yester day the library thing why humans cant settle things in the rite way why they always lik to go violents acting lik animals.

animals fight to stay alive then why human fight they dont need to fight they still can live wat why they wan to fight we humans are smart animals we use our brains wat lik animals so why can we us our brains to settle our probelms rather then use hand and leg o even shouting at each other... dont understand.

Yan ting i noe u are angry bcoz i say u r turning into an ah lian liao i am sorry but i am trying to help u find a way to solve tis problem with out both of u and the aunty get hurt in the future ok i too angry when someone take my money and nvr return.

i happens to me in the past lucky u are someone u dont noe but for me is tat friend is my best friend he betray me and wat did i do nthing why coz i cant find him liao he juz disappear and from tat day onward i dont treats my friends liao coz i noe if i lent them money i noe i would get it bck i noe u too will do the same and i dont lik to ask for it it makes them wan to avoide me more i oready noe friends liao nw still got 1 or 2 friend i wan to keep them dont wan to let them go away if i really ask them i will have no friends to go out o chat with liao only 4 walls to talk to..
believe it o nt its true.. i noe u wouldnt believe coz lik m i dont believe u nvr change u oso scare of me well i lik to say those things but sometime i'm really tired of lenting money to ppl liao makes me feel lik i print money 1.

do u noe hw hard to earn money and hw hard to save money i noe u do but i oso noe u dont really noe hw hard earning money is for me i work in the sports company as an sales assiants and i had a bck injury which goin to make me half paralsy but i still work climbing up and down do u noe tat i 1s falls down from a ladder an hit my bck the time i couldnt even feel my leg do u noe hw painful it wasbut i still bare the pain and tears jus flows in my heart with smiliing at my customer with an at the tude problems. noe one knows no 1 cares why i look for a gf its bcoz i wan someone really cares for me and for me to care with.

i noe u will say my parents care well yes but when i talk abt my problems juz lik pretending they are listening but they are nt i can c frm their eyes so nw do u noe hw i feel why i so rush abt getting a gf u dont i knew it forget it if u really dont wan to make friends with me then its fine i dont wan a friends who hates me and scare of me.

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