me... i am a guy who always alone in the dark and wants to come out from the dark to explore the bright whole of hopes and dreams
2/29/08
290208
It happens every four years 29 February, hmm… nothing really happen just that this year will be 366 days only so have to wait for another fours years to meet another 29 February.
My grandma finally been send back to the nursing home I think she will be ok for now hope there isn’t any problems later on in the years as I promise myself that I will try my best to get her know my girlfriend or at least know that I have a girlfriend now.
A few days ago I have asked her out for dinner and movies but very sad that her time slot has been booked today she is meeting her girlfriends and then tomorrow her mum’s birthday so fully book then why not Sunday, well I have been booked by gym and some other activities plus I think I let her rest also as the next day she have to work.
I was planning to bring her watch either the movie Meet the Spadas or the 2 faces of my Girlfriend. Then for dinner at Country Mana after that maybe go to the park at Suntec level 4 for a bit of chit chat before sending her home. This is the plan but since she isn’t free then I guess I use it for some other time.
This week is best week as I was quite free at work but have to go hospital to visit my grandma and night class on every wed night.
Tuesday night after my work I was planning to go find her at her part time work place at Suntec but sad she’s not working there anymore so I was getting more depress before going I’m a bit depress due to the news I heard from my dad about my grandma had been admitted to Changi Hospital. Then from Suntec I went to Marina Square to Bugis and then Orchard road by foot. When reached Orchard I went to look for my friend Ben at Takashimaya for dinner which is about almost 10pm including Ron and Eileen. Four of us chat till about 1130pm then heading home Ben and I took bus home while Ron and Eileen they took MRT. As Ben and I were at the bus stop waiting for our bus I told her that I have found some one like just that her character was a sunny type and I am a well sleepy type ba should like that say haha…He say my character have to change so to match close to her characters. Me as Cancerian is a lover, who can give everything I can to love her, as this is the character of a Cancerian.
A Cancerian, is a person who cares for the family and the person who he/she loves. Caring, loving and well temper person that is what Cancerian is. If you don’t think this is the character of the Cancerian you can try finding it in the Internet I guess most of them will write the same thing close to mine.
Early in the morning at about 5am plus the nursing home for old folk called my dad telling him that my grandma had been admitted to Changi Hospital due to urinal problem. I was half asleep as I was woken by the phone ringing sound. I hope my ah ma is ok as like since last month she fell down till now she had been a lot of problem to her health, I’m getting a bit worry 103 year old grandma still waiting to see my girlfriend and attend my wedding is like she can’t wait any longer. But I still waiting for the girl I like to agree, as I haven’t been asking her out for a long time since the last rejects.
Now I am in my office worrying about my Ah ma that I was about to drop tears, she just admitted to this nursing home just for about less than a week and now this. My aunt who just closed her beauty saloon in Malaysia and came back to Singapore to company my grandma because no one know when will she be leaving so she plans to company my grandma till the very ends. How I wish I could hug someone to ease pain I had now. Last year is my loving grandpa from my mother side, which I was planning to visit him again last year after my exams and now this year is my grandma from my father side.
Girl if you reading this can I hug you just to ease the pain I am feeling just for awhile is that ok with you?
I had a dream of you last night together with me. We went to Japan to enjoy the place went shopping buy a lot of things, side seeing and beach sun tanning what a wonderful day we had, lastly the romantic candle light dinner, which you wear an evening grown that you worn at a prom night which is in your friendster picture. You were so beautiful that I didn’t eat much as I was looking at you makes me full and makes my heart beat so fast like it wants to come out and hug you.
You all will be thinking that I see too much romance drama but it’s true I really dream of it. I trying my best now to make it comes true for me and her, now working very hard to save the money and thinking of ways to date her out.
Can give any recommendations of place to go or eat do leave commend?
I have thought of a few places like indoor stadium, the restaurant there I heard that it is very romantic and beautiful. Then Novena Square there for desert that shop has an opened air balcony, it’s on the 3rd or 4th floor.
Early in the morning at about 5am plus the nursing home for old folk called my dad telling him that my grandma had been admitted to Changi Hospital due to urinal problem. I was half asleep as I was woken by the phone ringing sound. I hope my ah ma is ok as like since last month she fell down till now she had been a lot of problem to her health, I’m getting a bit worry 103 year old grandma still waiting to see my girlfriend and attend my wedding is like she can’t wait any longer. But I still waiting for the girl I like to agree, as I haven’t been asking her out for a long time since the last rejects.
Now I am in my office worrying about my Ah ma that I was about to drop tears, she just admitted to this nursing home just for about less than a week and now this. My aunt who just closed her beauty saloon in Malaysia and came back to Singapore to company my grandma because no one know when will she be leaving so she plans to company my grandma till the very ends. How I wish I could hug someone to ease pain I had now. Last year is my loving grandpa from my mother side, which I was planning to visit him again last year after my exams and now this year is my grandma from my father side.
Girl if you reading this can I hug you just to ease the pain I am feeling just for awhile is that ok with you?
I had a dream of you last night together with me. We went to Japan to enjoy the place went shopping buy a lot of things, side seeing and beach sun tanning what a wonderful day we had, lastly the romantic candle light dinner, which you wear an evening grown that you worn at a prom night which is in your friendster picture. You were so beautiful that I didn’t eat much as I was looking at you makes me full and makes my heart beat so fast like it wants to come out and hug you.
You all will be thinking that I see too much romance drama but it’s true I really dream of it. I trying my best now to make it comes true for me and her, now working very hard to save the money and thinking of ways to date her out.
Can give any recommendations of place to go or eat do leave commend?
I have thought of a few places like indoor stadium, the restaurant there I heard that it is very romantic and beautiful. Then Novena Square there for desert that shop has an opened air balcony, it’s on the 3rd or 4th floor.
Sunday, hmm… how do I start or where do I start? Well I woke up at 10am to get ready to gym as usual, but went to Yeo Chu Kang gym instead as later have to go to Chua Chu Kang for badminton. As I reach the gym room it is quite pack as can see a lot of guys and no girls sad sia… Never mind I do my weights then running on the track mill but don’t know why I can manage to run for 10mins only… Normally I run on the track mill I run for 20mins.
At about 1130am I left the place and head to the nearest MRT station that is Yeo Chu Kang MRT, got up the train. I found a seat just after a few minutes just nice as sitting in front of me is a beautiful sexy wearing short mini skirt girl, short enough to see her butt without doing any dirty tricks… haha, but then my heart still belongs to the girl I like haha… anyway I fell asleep quite fast and miss the chance to see what color she is wearing haha joking but I think the uncle sitting on my left and a young around 19 year old guy on my right should saw what is the color ba haha… how I know well when I woke up I saw their face that horny face of them like they had saw what she is wearing or maybe didn’t even wear any haha… any way I got down train as it had reach my destination Chua Chu Kang. It’s too early so I went to have my brunch (breakfast and lunch together) at KFC.
As the meeting time is 1pm I waited for them to come for about 30mins… they are really late. Never mind Zheng yang was the 1st to reach but I don’t know him as we never met before than next will be Serina and Ah bee last is Ben woa liao he always late. Well what the heck so we proceed to Chua Chu Kang Community Center for the badminton session haha… an hour later another girl joining us Bevelyn. We played till 3.45pm and left the place we took a slow walk back to the MRT station and thinking where to go next as we got a lot of options like bowling, pool, watch movies and KTV… and the final answer is bowling at where well Yishun SAFRA…
Off to Yishun and when there we are meeting 1 more person which is Jade former part time staff from where I used to work in during my study years… when she arrived we head off to SAFRA by walking… 15mins of walking we reach there so we head off to the bowling alley booked a lane and started bowling… for 2 sets we played for about 2 hours before we head off back to Northpoint for dinner. We took a bus there (bus 812) and proceed to SAKAE SUSHI basement 2…
Here’s the excitement comes just after finish our last order. Ben caught a block nose so we asked him to eat a bit of wasabi in to unblock his nose well… Ben really eat it but there isn’t any reaction on him so we ask him to eat more wasabi for me and some of use a little is too much for us except Bevelyn and Serina they are either chili lovers or wasabi lovers woa they really can eat wasabi with rice or just that…. And so Ben really took a mouth full of wasabi and the kick-starts can see the effect on his face haha that was a funny part… But it works it unblock his nose and no stiff or any running nose haha… I too bad didn’t took any pictures… about 10pm everyone left including me I took bus 852 home… that was one hell of my day. Haha!
190208 Having trouble at work... tomorrow is the day that i have to decide whether i need to rush my college for the work done or just had a small talk with him to find what is the problem.... I need his corcoporation so i can pass him the actual job that he surpost to do last year December '07 but he is like still undergo train even my manager having problems with him getting the work to do on time. Everyone is trying their best to help him but he just didnt really help himself even I myself trying my best to help and he just sit there quietly doing the work that we pass to him... tomorrow is the deadline for his job that i had passed to him last week and asked him to finish within 4 days, today is the 3rd day and he is still getting started only i dont know what should i do if i didnt push him i will be get scolded by my manager at the same time i am trying to help him to keep his job. If this continue i guess he will be losing his job soon. I am trying my best to get him moving and to let him open up to ask questions but to me he's just taking his own time doing his work like this is his company. If this is my company i won't even take my time to do work lor as TIME = MONEY, the less time you finish your work the more business you can get within the time of period... Like me I will try my best to finish my work and do it nice and less mistake so that i can have more time to rest. My rest meaning i can do other things as i can't slack at work wait my manager see i keep slacking i will be sacked haha... Just left a few hours till my next working hours hope that my college can really show some thing to me so i can explain to my manager and find reasons to extend the deadline. if not my head will "roll" and i don't like to scold people as everyone is here to work and earn a living somemore no one wants their day to be scolded right.. lets pray and hope.. that there will be miracle...
Same goes for my dream girl hope "miracles happen" that she knows i like her and accept me on a few dates
How or what to do to leave a good impression to the girl I like? So far I don’t think I leave a good impression to the girl I like. How? Or what I should do to save and recover that impression.
I guess I must retrain myself so that I can win her heart haha…
It has been quite sometimes I have updated my blog. What have I being doing this few weeks? Well 1st is saving some money for renting a car and 260108 (sat) went to Turf City to book the car (FIAT PUNTO 1.4A) for the Chinese New Year pick up the car on the 060208 to 110208.
On 050208 I took half day and went to Vivo City as my friends from RSH, SU and Adidas book a one-night stay at Sentosa Coasta Sand Beach Resort with BBQ.
food for the bbq
the four beauties
Had a great day there but limited food and fun as budget was low. We only play 1 game but we made a lot of noise as everyone was guessing and shouting out the answer… I forgot to take picture with her as I keep telling take picture with her but I still forgot about it sad. At about 1am most of as were about to head home specially me because I had to go pick up my car early morning.
FIAT PUNTO 1.4A
On 060208 I go to Turf City to collect the rented car which I book the other day and from there I drive to Bishan Gym to sweat before heading home. When reach home I was planning to catch some Zzzz but ended up helping my mum doing cleaning and washing. All the way till 6pm plus when my mum start cooked and I continue cleaning my bedroom windows which I only clean once a year haha… then at about 7pm my cousin and uncle came to my house to the union dinner after the dinner I and my cousin test drive the rented car and also I test drive his Mitsubishi rally Colt. At about 9pm my uncle and cousin left my house, so I get ready to drive down to River Ang Bao to meet my best friend and his wife.
Every year at 12am midnight where the fireworks start I made a wish, which I wish every year I can bring my girlfriend to watch the fireworks with me, eat the snacks at the food stall there, play the games there and win dolls or something for her… Well you know la every year my wishes are the same thing, but ended up watching the fireworks alone but this year I make sure will be different so that next year I can really watch the fireworks with her… Let’s hope and pray this year is the year that my wish came true. After the firework I went driving home which I didn’t really stay there and continue eating the snacks which I often do last year and went to china town but this year is just fireworks and go home that simple.
Fireworks
On 070208 I woke up at about 11am bath and have my breakfast with my mum and dad ( my little brother went to Hong Kong to visit my aunt there throughout the Chinese New Year). At about 1pm we got dress up and get ready to go Singapore General Hospital to visit my 103-year-old grandma, which she fell down a few weeks age and left a fracture crack in the left leg… My Auntie told me faster get a girlfriend and bring her to visit my grandma let her see how my girlfriend looks like as we never know when she is going to leave this world. She also told me that my grandma actually waiting for my brother’s wedding dinner and mine. But I told her that I had a girl in my heart but just that I don’t want to rush her just not to frighten her away. Then at about 5pm I drove my auntie to the JB express bus stop as she is going back then I sent my mum and dad to Suntec as they want to go River Ang Bao there so I drop them there and I went to Plaza Singapore to wait for my best friend, his wife, his older sister and her friends to catch a movie ( Kung Fu Dunk). After the movie we went Swendson to eat ice cream, then go home.
On 080208 I woke up even more late about 2pm where my mum and dad is already on the way to Singapore General Hospital again to see my grandma. As for me I stay at home day dreaming of the girl I like then got a call from my best friend asking my whether I want to go his grandma house to take ang bao so I agree and got dress quickly and drove there. His uncles and aunt I know them cause I often went to his grandma house wherever my friend got time so I got to know them he he…
Played poker for a few hours and ended up no win no lose haha like no point playing sia… anyway I went to their house at about 6 plus and to his 4th auntie’s house to have dinner, after that planning to catch movies but fully booked so after dinner I sent my friend and his wife home, then went home.
On 090208 whole day at home surfing net….. boring day went jogging which no one is jogging or working out at the garden sian…
On100208 all my mother side aunties came to my house and well I wasn’t home for a few hour as I went to my secondary friend house take ang bao then went home have my dinner… end of day
On 110208 I return the car and went to Lavender rod there to make my new IC then went home.
Then the exciting thing happen on the 140208 I after work at about 7pm, followed my friends to Wisma there to pick up his hand phone then planning to eat but couldn’t find any veggie store open. So I told them lets go Suntec there eat as I have something to give to the girl I like… but when we reach there the store closed so didn’t eat anything, then I went to the girl’s workplace, she saw me by surprise and asked me what am I doing here.
These are for you
Will you be my Forever Valentine?
I told her I have something to give her and I gave her the rose I bought but at first she didn’t accept it as she is working so I waited for her to finish her work and gave myself a chance hope she will accept the rose, yes she did accept I was so happy that I forgot about my hunger haha… but I felt sorry is that my 2 friends waited for me and didn’t had their dinner I really sorry about it. Next time got chance I will treat them lunch… throughout the night I didn’t sleep as I was too happy about it… this is my first step to her heart so I hope soon she will accept me I WON”T GIVE UP ON HER. I can confirm she is the one for me… well today can see that my eyes are like panda but my smile is there non stop smiling haha… so happy.