its a very rush and tired day for me as i need to finish up the drawings b4 next friday. and just 1 darwing it took me 4 days to do half way shit still got 1 very big drawing to go argh don't know can make it on time or not @.@

this few days felt very moody as my mind is full of rubbish need to format it b4 i gone crazy... now even worst as i read the blog of the girl i like which i been talking about well she found someone she like... well i don't know what to say sad... i don't know as i kindna lost the feelings i don't know when i shld happym when i shld be sad and when to be angry? i think i lost the touch of feelings a guy who has no feelings is = to a dead guy no different right? it's not about love but is about feelings... as i have lost it and i don't think i would like to find that feeling thing as i a tired from my family problems... in my msn nick i put up " I had to let her go as she has someone in her eyes" well i actually just found out when i accidently read her blog haha busybody right... age gap between me and her to far apart i guess>>> Now for me is just work work work let work control me and not i control work... i became a slave for work... oh i think i gonna be sick tomorrow... everytime i felt sad i sure get sick shit...

Is there a way to frozen my heart so i can be a cold blooded person which had no feelings what so everand just live and waiting to die!!

anyway no one will read this... Money is my boss, i am a slave i will never had a chance to save money to buy a house for melf and my future

One told me never think too far as you will never reach it, must think closer so you can easily reach it and feel it.

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Hey man! Yesterday was quite happening as I went to Double O because got 2 of my friends having their birthday ( Maggie and Celine) so I went find them and had a great time as all of them are very happening people. I like that especially as I am a very boring person. Haha anyway I made quite a few friends there both girls and guys. The thing starts when at about 945pm I went to find shiling and Celine at Centrepoint. Then wait for Celine to change to her dress and make up then we went to meet Maggie and the rest at Double O. well we reach there at about 11pm then like there is not much happening till 12am where the real party starts and we started drinking and dancing for them not me He he I look after their bags so didn’t went to the dance floor as I don’t know how to dance and didn’t really like to squeeze into the crowd scare wait the girls there say I touch them. So I sat there drink a lot. Later on more and more Maggie’s friend came but by then Celine was already drunk and very drunk that nearly review what not suppose to review haha as I asked Shiling to help Celine put on her coat to cover up haha I think today when she wakes up surely kanna very heavy headache. Well I went home quite early at about 130am with Benny as he live near my place and he drive so I took his ride home. But when reach home I message Shiling that to sent Celine home and then message me when Shiling reach home. Well when Shiling message me is about 4am already as I am in bed half asleep. Then what about Maggie, I don’t really scare what will happen as she got a lot of her friends with her and her brother so I am sure she will be quite safe I think she will be playing till morning ba hehe. Well see when if got chance I will go again to enjoy the environment again quite fun but not every weekends wait pocket got big holes…

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The day I felt very sad…

Saturday, I went out with my friends. We went to K box to sing song for about 4 hours and throughout the four hours I have been singing sad song as that day I was really quite sad that day… but actually I was quite sad for quite sometimes as because I really couldn’t talk much with the girl that I told you about… as because is like she was quite close with her friends who is working with her… I know her friends and quite close with them but am like they are closer to her as to me is like a very hi bye friend… the more I tried to get close to her the farther I get…

That’s why I sang quite a lot of sad song mostly you can see those songs in my friendster...

Then after KTV we went to Youth Park to chat a joked around… we made a lot of stupid jokes which made us laugh all the way till 1am then went home… Well not much interesting that day as I meeting them quite late…

Sunday I just bring my parents out to buy my mum a pair of shoe and I pair of in sol for my dad after that they went to Suntec City and I went taka for awhile then to find my best friend for dinner that not really quite interesting day as my best friend knows that I was quite sad… in getting a relationship just by taking 1 look at me and then know what’s going on… that is why he is my best friend as he knows how I feel just by looking at me… cause I felt sad my facial expression will show no matter how I say there is nothing going on my face will show…


郭富城:我是不是该安静的走开

我不知道为甚麽这样
爱情不是我想像
就是找不到往你的方向
更别说怎麽遗忘
站在雨里泪水在眼底
不知道该往那里去
心中千万遍不停呼唤你
不停疯狂找寻你
我是不是该安静的走开
还是该勇敢留下来
我也不知道那麽多无奈
可不可以都重来
我是不是该安静的走开
还是该在这里等待
等你明白我给你的爱
永远都不能走开
站在雨里泪水在眼底
不知道该往那里去
心中千万遍不停呼唤你
不停疯狂找寻你
我是不是该安静的走开
还是该勇敢留下来
我也不知道那麽多无奈
可不可以都重来
我是不是该安静的走开
还是该在这里等待
等你明白我给你的爱
永远都不能走开
我是不是该安静的走开
还是该勇敢留下来
我也不知道那麽多无奈
可不可以都重来
我是不是该安静的走开
还是该在这里等待
等你明白我给你的爱
永远都不能走开