260107

Yesterday I think I did something wrong… I message a friend of my in ITE BR it’s a girl and her name was WENDY. At about 1130pm I received a good night message from Shumei then I forward to a lot of my friends specially Wanying and Wendy. Well still the same Wanying won’t reply me or so. Then Wendy reply me asking me why I message her and I haven’t gone to bed I told her because I drink too much red bull this afternoon couldn’t sleep so I online playing game at the same time messaging people. Then Wendy messaged me again asking me whether I can call her so I did. To my surprise she was crying at her house downstairs at a park near her house. I asked her what happen she told me that I just sent her the good night message made her boyfriend very angry. She told me that her boyfriend doesn’t allow guys to message her or call her. I was like what kind of boyfriend which doesn’t allow his girlfriend to mix with people. But I wasn’t angry because too what I think it was my fault that made this thing happened. I was very sorry for her that I made her cried. So to stop her from crying and we chat other things like why my 1st girlfriend broke off with me till asking me whether she herself got the chance to become my girlfriend… I told her that she now have a boyfriend and it’s just a misunderstanding that’s all won’t break up one and told her not to worry so much… her boyfriend will understand sooner or later…

Then the question she asked me why my 1st girlfriend broke off with me so I told her is because I wanted to have sex with my ex girlfriend and she doesn’t want so the next day she broke off with me.. And till this day I was scare to find a girlfriend and ask for sex even if my girlfriend allow it I still scare. It’s like a scar in my mind and heart that makes me scare of it… After that we chat quite awhile at almost 2am we then say good night to each other as her handphone is going to low battery and I need to wake up early. So I say good night to her and hang up the phone but I did gave her a message telling her that when she wakes up her boyfriend will find her and tell her not to worry so much and stop her from thinking the worst which is break up thing… After messaging her I check how long I had chat with her to my surprise both of us had chat about 1 hour long that is long to me on a handphone. Then I set my alarm clock and went to sleep praying that her boyfriend will go back to her the next day….

To Wendy: Don’t worry ok I know your boyfriend still loves you just that he is protecting you only so you have to be very happy with it ok do look on the bright side.. Quarrel means he is trying to know more about you. Just remember this!!! Oh don’t tell anyone what we have chat yesterday ok…. Thanks. You know I know can already...

220107

The song from what I want to say from my heart to the one I love…

很想说

you are so beautiful

在我眼里你永远最美

连你一个微笑也都会让我醉

你所谓的幸福我想给

以为手不放开就是痴心绝对

爱与美

难道

笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了

还是真心走了彼此不信任了

终于懂了

真的

很想说有你是幸福的

很想说我的心是你的

很想说你真的误解了

很想说你真的忘记了

my love *

笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了

还是真心走了彼此不信任了

终于懂了 真的 很想说有你是幸福的

很想说我的心是你的

很想说你真的误解了

很想说你真的忘记了

很想说会好好疼你的

很想说爱你是自由的

很想说你是否听见了

很想说你真的忘记了

爱了

就有坚持理由

别说我会留在路口不会走

爱你会直到最后

很想说有你是幸福的

很想说我的心是你的

很想说你真的误解了

很想说你真的忘记了

很想说会好好疼你的

很想说爱你是自由的

很想说你是否听见了

很想说我们可不可以复合

To this what I hope I can do for you

我可以

情

没有抵制的心

这样的情绪有种距离

你放着谁的歌曲

是怎样的心情

能不能说给我听

雨

下得好安静

是不是你偷偷在哭泣

幸福真的不容易

在你的背景有我爱你

我可以陪你去看星星

不用再多说明

我就要和你在一起

我不想又再一次和你分离

我多么想每一次的美丽是因为你

210107
Last Sunday having a very pai seh day, because that day I wasn’t feeling well as I am having flu so the nose keeps running down. At about 4pm++ a girl and her friends came to Shaw and ask me if I have some change of $2 for her to take bus. As I was opening the casher box I saw the casher box had only a few coin so I told the girl who ask me for the change that I don’t have enough so at the same time my nose started to run oh no!!! I quickly cover my nose with a tissue but I think the girl saw it as she smiled at me. My face turn so red and I was very pai seh sia as the girls walk off I quickly squat down to hide my face woa very so pai seh sia….

200107

That is yesterday, I whole day at my best friend’s house as he is preparing for his wedding dinner. We started on Friday as I met him at harbor front there, then we went to the hotel condiental at Bugis. Sending his wife, Jessie and her sister back as the next day we will be going there to pick his wife up. After that we went back to Bedok, to his house when we reach his father was busy finding a pair of pants to fit the suit and shirt. We help him find as his mother was busying ironing the clothes. And we ask him whether he got a tie, his father say he has but he bring out a very dark colour cartoon tie. Jiahe told him that the tie cannot make it so his father brings out another tie which looks better. After choosing the correct tie for him I and Jiahe started to plan the sitting arrangement for his relatives and his wife side.

At about 2.30am we went to bed as we need to wake up at about 6.30am. At 6.30am we wake up getting ready to get ourselves ready his father brought us noodles to eat then at 7 plus Jiahe aunt came as the modern matchmaker. We left the house at about 8.10amand head to the hotel in the wedding car. Reach there at about 8.45am where 2 of his secondary friends came to help him. Then Jiahe called his wife’s brother to come down to open the door. After that we went up to the room as every lock the door as usual in the wedding when groom came to pick up his bright I was force to do 20 push up as the groom cant do due to his suit which was quite tight. Well what about his friends, they standing at the side watching only that’s all. Sad as I the Best Man have to do the hard work, after doing it the girls open the door we went in but stuck at the door to the bedroom. This time is all to Jiahe to do his work, so he shouted to his wife to let him in. at this time in my mind if it was me who is getting married to WY will she let me in or will she ask me to do something before she let me in? Back to the story, just within 2 mins Jessie let him in and this time we saw his beautiful wife woa so pretty, don’t know if WY wears the wedding dress how will she look like sure beautiful. After Jiahe kissed Jessie they went to the living room to take some photo as some of her relatives haven’t reach there yet. As I turn around I saw Jiahe’s cousin behind me, we chat awhile before I started to take picture again.

After drinking and serving tea to the elders we went to take pictures outside near the kallang indoor stadium. Then at 10.30am Jiahe and Jessie went back to Bedok as I, his cousin and his friends went back to the hotel to pick up her parents and relatives then bring them to Bedok for meals and as for Jiahe he went back to serve tea for his relative side. When we were on the way to the hotel his friend’s car nearly got accident with a truck together with the best lady inside. The best lady nearly got scare by the incident, but she is Ok lucky sia.

After pick up Jessie’s relatives we bring them back to Bedok then I leave there at about 2pm. I reach home bath then went to bed at 3pm, wake up at 5pm get dressed again and head to the restaurant. This is where the heavy work starts I help to set up the table for the guest to sign and check the table positions everything. As the guest started to come at about 7.40pm. Jiahe sister I call her Da jie help me the assigning of the guest and I bring the guest to their sits. When about 8pm the show starts where everyone was on their sit accept me I was the only 1 without sits and was the only 1 standing at the main door. I watch them cut the cakes and light the candles I was so happy nearly in tears. As I went out to take a breath I think of WY then I told myself its too late as she may have found her new boyfriend and for gotten about me. Then I blame myself for the lost of confidents in myself. What has past has gone now there is nothing I can do to bring back I wish she can come back to me but I guess she wont because I was the one broke her heart I was the JERK in her heart. Sigh back to the story again, when the time they starts to go on stage to do the Yum Sae thing then they notice me at the door walking toward them to the stage together with his old classmates. We shout Yum Sae 3 times till my throat hurts sia. After that we went table to table taking photos, Jiahe will be going all most all the table drinking and taking photo lucky he can control. After going round taking photo we get back to our sit to rest then went to the main entrance to thanks the guest for coming. At about 11pmall the guest had left and we started to pack our things count how many wine and liquor left so that we can bring back. 11.30pm we left the place and called a cab back home. Da Jie sent me home 1st then she and her husband go back to Bedok. And this ends the day I was very tired that I take a quick bath and head to bed straight…. But I had a dream, I dream of me and WY together at the wedding and gone to Japan for our honeymoon… so good

050107

Today is our teams turn to role play last night we practice quite late so hoping today will have better results. But it’s like the teacher MR GUM he was very bias to girl that he give us a results where everyone was surprise a C+ woa everyone was like what they do so good and only get a C+. What the FUCK IS THIS TEACHER DOING is he a teacher or is he just some one who will give good results if there is a girl in the team or a feigner in the team. Even he ask questions and I say out the answer he doesn’t cares he pretend he didn’t hear it woa my class regret to choice this class. FUCK THIS TEACHER FUCK HIM. So what he has written a dictionary so what he is a walking dictionary. He doesn’t have the character to be a teacher why is he a teacher because he wrote a dictionary FUCK HIM. Who cares if he been so many country. What a show off. He pisses me off hope he kind of caught in the bombing in 1 of the country he goes. He asked us 1 question” What will we do if we saw him in 35 years time?” well my answer is laughing as that is the time where he is in his grave haha.

29/12/06 to 02/01/07

291206

Today I and my class went to Sentosa to play volley ball and enjoy the suntan. @ About 1130 I met Garry at the harbor front where he doesn’t know where is the Mac is so I met him there after that Junwen came find us in Mac. At about 12pm Hou Xiang, Yanfeng and Junqi came 1215pm Javan came then lastly Eng Shan came so we had our lunch there. We left harbor front at about 1pm to the interchange and took the bus to Sentosa, spend about $3 for the entry fee and took the blue line bus to the beach terminal. Then we took the small train to the Pataya beach but ended up we came back to the terminal again as that beach don’t have babes so we came back and took another train to the other side of the beach which is call Palawan beach. Then we found Tommy Tay with his girlfriend and his girlfriend’s Sister family. So Hou Xiang messages him we will be further down at the beach. We alighted the train; we walk to the place where there is a bridge to the opposite man made island. We found a big tenth which is near the beach volleyball count, so started to put our things under the tenth and start playing volleyball. Well all of us don’t really good at volleyballs so we just played for fun. I played halfway I got poked by a small stick on my right feet which left bleeding a bit so I quickly stop the bleeding and started again to play haha. In a bit of pain but still enjoy the fun of the game. After playing 2 3 rounds of volleyball we stop and start to go to the beach to play water and get some tans this is which Tommy found us. So he joins us for a while before he left with his girlfriend and her sister’s family. Tony when does he comes in well he came about 2.30pm like that. Making himself a bit like a fool in front of some girls in bikinis, I think he is more desperate than me. Then after getting ourselves wet, we also started digging hole so that we can cover Tony with sand and Yanfeng after that haha I took a lot of photo while those two were in the sand haha…. It’s about 6pm so we started to pack up and head for the showers. We took the bus to Vivo city where we find ourselves having problems find food to eat so the only choice we have is to go long john there eat. While I am ordering the food the serves was dram bad I saw my meals like the fries was only 12 pieces woa so little what kind of serves is that some more charge me $6 for 2 pieces of fish and a few fries.. Very angry; never mind after our dinner we continue to walk around Vivo city where we found ourselves at the top floor’s pet shop but it’s about to close so we just walked 1 round them walk out of the shop. Next we went to the basement 1 to buy some snacks as everyone was buying some little things to eat I was looking at a cute girl selling cosmetic. She was very cute but I think she has a boyfriend cause I always not good at finding nice single girls. Haha at about 9.30pm to 10pm we left Vivo city and heading home woa this is the most fun day of my school life including the sun burned.

31/12/06

After work around 7pm at Shaw Center I get dress and getting ready to have a nice night counting down with friends working at Taka sports corner. I went and look for them at about 7.30pm Ben was the 1st to finish his work as he knock off at 8pm so I met him at kopitam behind the youth park together with Serena and William. At same time we were waiting for the rest of the guys to finish, in the mean time we watched TV till about 10pm then they came. Total there were 8 people: me, Ben, Serena, Meiling, Kwee Gek, Chenele, Bee Gok and William. Then there were 2 more at city hall where they were Lim Jian and the other guy I don’t know his name. So we walked from city hall to Esplanade to Lau Pa Sa there eat. We order a lot of food but all spicy food so only I and Ben having a bit of problems eating them cause we had a little small meals at the Kopitam there.. But it ok still can eat some nice 1s he he… while we were having the nice meals fireworks started as it was 12 midnight HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE. We shake hands and wishes everyone happy new year then we continue eating haha. After the meals some of them want to go home so we bring them to the nearest MRT which is Raffles MRT but no we didn’t bring them there as we didn’t know where is it so we bring them to Tanjour Pagar there take MRT. We follow them to City hall MRT and there is where we miss the last train to Marina Bay so left 7 of us walked from City hall to Bugis and to Deska Road haha. When we reach Deska Road it was about 2.30am so 1st 2 person got up the cab is Ben and Chenele than it was me and William lastly was Serena and those two guys. I reach home at about 2.45am took a quick clean bath and got knock out in bed haha.

02/01/07

it was the most tried day of my life where I have work whole day and it’s the busiest day woa seldom see so many people coming to our shop and didn’t buy any things woa.. The worst think I remember is the little boy who is very naughty throwing rubber ball at our mirror and the parents didn’t even care. Very naughty boy he even kicks me and spit saliva at the mirror I wish I can slap him in the face but I can’t because I am working. Then a thinking came to my mind if I had the death note I will write this boys name and let him die within 40 seconds but too bad there isn’t such book in the world… I hope that boy will not be very naughty when he grow up if not I think he will either be in jail or under ground haha… so tired liao have to go bed good night!