i dont noe wat has happen to me i felt that i have change to a person i dont even even noe. why is chinese ppl so supersitous i noe i tis yr cant do a lot of things but even cant go visit my friends new born baby this kind of things oso cant meh. i noe it brings bad luck but i just want to make myself happy thats all why cant i go.

ppl has girlfriend i oso has ppl's girlfriends trust their boyfriends why mine dont trust me why i only wan to give her a surprise on her brithday that day but why cant she trust me i told her i will tell her everythigns on that day but why cant she believes in me.

she's goin overseas in sept 19 to 21 why she now then tell me she oready settle everything with her friends then she tells me why cant she discuss with me 1st. she told me that i nvr treat her as my gf but did she?

Got 1 sunday i told myself not to msg her see weather she will msg me bck ont but no the whole day she didnt even msg me. i told myself maybe bcoz she is busy that day. so i nxt day oso nvr msg her to try again she will msg bck ont but dont have. so i ask my friends if a guy oways msg her gf and got 1 time he nvr msg her, will she msg him and find out wats wrong? most of my friends sae yes they will msg bck to ask wat happen why didnt he msg bck this kind of things.

i dont noe weather she treats me as her bf a wat? i dont noe now i only thing i must do is do my best in my exams i must pass and get a better grades i dont want to disappoint myself again i dont care if my gf still angry with me but i MUST PASS no matter wat it cost....