Last Sunday as my mum is working OT in the afternoon, before she left she told us (me, my father and my brother) that she had cook some dishes for dinner. So then everyone was ok with it and my father went out to gamble at my cousin’s aunt house, then my brother go meet my cousin to play and for me I stay at home thinking whether want to go gym or go swimming pool suntan as it was a partly sunny day. But then ended up at home playing PS2: mahjong, lose always the way till dinnertime. Then I cook rice and heat up the food at the same time I message my father and brother that I had cook rice waiting for them to eat. But at about 9pm my father came back and he had taken his dinner at my cousin’s aunt house, and my brother came home very late same he had taken his dinner.

I felt sad that my mum has taken her afford to cook but no one eat accept me it’s quite sad to hear. Then when my mum reach home at home she saw that the food have left a lot she asked and well the answer is clear she knows that both my father and brother didn’t eat the food she cooked. Like Father Like Second Son. Now my mum is quite angry and she says next time she won’t cook for us, since my father and brother like to go out eat then might as well don’t cook.

Then yesterday while I was doing my gym I accidentally injure my back because I was trying to train using a heavy weight and as I lift the weight up I felt a sharp pain in my back but I insisted on continue till I finish the set. I agree that I had a weak back muscle due to my slip disk I had during my NS time. But I still need to built up as I want to prove that I can’t do things half way and prove to myself that I won’t give up my love half way I want to love the girl all the way throughout my life together with her.



Lust is ok, too much is SIN
Desire is good, too much is SIN
Greed is ok, too much is SIN
Power is good, too much is SADNESS
Love is best, too much love is CRAZY but is fun this way.

It’s been a long time since I wrote in the blog…

In the past few weeks I have been trying to have a dinner with the girl I like. But is like there were rejects and more rejects, it won’t make me give up on her since I really wanted to date her. Well after rejects and rejects I give myself some thoughts maybe is because I wasn’t mature enough. So I started to go gym to train myself with a little help from my best friend of cause. That is why I seldom write my blog due to work out till late and work of cause.

Now I getting use of going to gym to work out my sweat and built up my own body that I think it really need some trimming. If you ask me now in my heart who do I love well 1st is my ex girlfriend then will be the one I like now. Back to the work out, I often go Bishan there to work out as they have those machines, which I need to use to help in some parts of my body muscle and I go there every Saturday and Sunday even sometimes on weekdays. At there, I can see my type of people doing their work out in their own ways, some very funny and some which I think I can use it to train on myself. Well you can even see gays there doing their work outs and also see a skinny looking girl helping her boyfriend to support a very heavy weights. Don’t you think it’s funny and also a bit dangerous, imagine you were there and I saw her boyfriend trying to push himself on a very heavy weights and the girl using her skinny hands to support the weight. Now think what will happen if the guy can’t push the weight anymore and just let go so what’s going to happen to the girl who she is still holding on to the weights. Yes I think you can imagine right she will go down with the weights and could hurt her. What kind of boyfriend is he letting his own girlfriend get injure.

If you go there at different time of the day you can find people of all ages. I like to go there is because it’s nice with friendly instructors and pretty girls if you come on the right timing. You can find mature ones, JC ones, Polytechnic ones and cute ones. Well can enjoy the view at the same time do the work out, is also like one shot kill two birds. Maybe can make friends with them, but to me I don’t have the guts to ask, should be shy so didn’t know how to ask too..






LOVE = SEX ??