ha ha ha i juz watch the increditble ha ahha haha so funny i specially like the 1st part abt the lamp story ha hah aha soooo funny and the lamp so cute specially where the farmers shave off his fur ha ahhahah....

the whole day well i went to the AIA bulitings to cancel off my insur plans then went to the temple in bugis to pray... after praying i went bck to amk actually i want to book my 9th basic theory but i didnt book due to the rain and i have nvr bring umbrella he he he my mistake nvm but i so call have fun to day hah a haha better the stay at hm the whole day playing my ps 2 during my off days

wednesday i went out dinner with jiaxin and kenneth well actually is juz the 3 of us then kenneth invite his gf which i noe her is shiling ok the four of us well at 1st is ok then i and jiaxin fell very uncomfortable coz shiling giving both of us an impression that she dont noe us...

i hated that then i go talk to her as kenneth he was talking to jiaxin i ask shiling hws the card did she got it well she say yes and thanks for the card but i say peisai coz i draw some pictures on it and it was ugly then shiling say something thats hurts me forget it....

i regard to give her the card coz its like she gives me a face that she nvr sees it and then she throw it away... i started to hated her last time she use to scold me a lot when ever we 2 meet now well i see her like she is very high class like that.... wat the fuck is she... its not like she is very pretty yes in the pass to me she is but nw no way....

i dont have the feelings to her liao but some hated in it.... forget abt her liao let continue so we went to newton to eat i and jiaxin order fry kwek tiao and some vegge to eat and kenneth and shiling order samba fish and hokken mee oh and satay well quite nice then after the meals we so call sent shiling hm and we go to ps to meet xueting to c movie we wanted to c taxi but ended up seeing my princess diary 2...

well quite nice starting from the middle at 1st abt boring i thinking tats abt tat after the movies we went hm i, xueting and jiaxin we share a cab not share coz they ask me not to pay so ok lor i drop dwn 1st then to their hse i ask jiaxin to msg me when she reach hm so tat i can noe tat she has saftely reach hm but well she nvr msg but kenneth call me coz he forgot to pay me bck the movie tickets money ..... tats abt it..

OH and TRY NOT to EAT GRAPE and M&M together Eeee......... taste horrible dont try it urself shld i say dont ever try it ha ha ha

i felt stupid i pay for her as i noe she wont pay me bck and she will ask me a again 1 this i noe ha but why do i always do tis $100 leh plus mine total $300++ then wat am i goin to eat bread again wao cow! i dont wan to go hospital again can someone help me!!!

i help her then whose goin to help me?

2day is my brother's birthday so 22nd happy bithday but he's not at home he went out with his friends so nvm then

so angry today coz i feel myself as like a ATM where every month she sure ask me to help her pay her bills... tis is nt an ATM then wat it is do u noe hw i feel i guess she dont coz she nvr even think of it o even better i nvr even came across her mind onli when her bills comes ha ha ha ha so funny this happen to me when i really like the gal ha ha ha ha am i the type of person who are very rich... no rite then why keep asking me to help u pay ur bills....

then i think she better ask her best friends to help rather then ask me coz i AM NOT AN ATM!!!! even tro she say t was the last time but i dont think so coz borrow 1 think can borrow another then another after another then when will be the last time the true last time ... does she noe that everytime i pay for she i had to eat bread at least for 2 weeks does she noe that

i guess she dont ha ha ha she always say she always treat me like a friend yes a friend who always help her pay her bills ha haha i think i am mad if my friends see this o noe abt it he sure will give me a gd beating and he will say he only pays for his gf if friends no he wont and she and i were not even friends so why am i keep helping her why ?

i want to help her bcoz i wan to let her noe that i still like her so that she will like me but no she didnt like me coz she always say there is an age gap between us then why cant she say she DONT LIKE ME then i wont bother her or even help her with the bills.... i only help those who really treat me as a friend and will return me money when they have the money o slowly return me every week.. this kind of friends i dont mind having....

even my brother ask me for money i wont lent why bcoz i like her so i lent her if i lent her now i think i will have a hard time for myself eating bread or best whole day not eating when she can have mac or kfc everyday without skipping meals....

my best friend told me that i am sooooo thirfty does she noe that no why am i so thirfty bcoz of her so i try to save the money to pay for her bills and missing out the movies i wan to c then food i wan to eat the things i wan to buy my friend also say if i keep on be so thirfty i will get a very hard time finding a gf coz me nvr do sports nvr go out dur to saving money so i kept myself lock at home.....

its not her fault its my fault i ahve a soft heart so i always pay for her bills ha ahha am i crazy o wat in the movie gd guys gets the gals but in reality nope being a gd guy doesnt gets anything juz a sentence u are a stuipd person ha ha ha and alway get use and betray by his friends....

it happens to me twice betray by friends use by friends ha ha ha i am the type of gd guy who alway get this things in all my life i am an walking dead man with no life no hope for my family and myself and no confidence....

my friend ask me to lent her some money to pay her bills but i have help her to pay her bills over $250 nw still wan me to lent her i noe she's nt working but why cant she ask her parents to help im not her bf o brother why she keep asking me to lent her

last time and last time when is the real last time that she will stop asking from me and when is she goin to pay me bck.

ha.... =[ i dont think she will return me the money o best she will change her hp no o tell her parents tat i keep bothering her and she will call the police i noe coz it happens to me once and i dont wan to happen to me again do u noe hw hard it was to earn money if u noe then u shld try to call less work hard...

that gal i use to like she use me i often get use by gal why is my heart so soft why tis time i try not to help her liao coz its not worth for me to help her where i cant go out with her she dont wan me to be her bf then wats the point friends well i dont tink so coz if a person borrow money from a friend that person will return but she nvr so wats the point of having this kind of friends some more she nvr wan to mit me..

YOU! YES! U I NOE U WAN ME TO HELP IF U WAN ME TO HELP THEN PLS RETURN ME SOME OF MY MONEY THAT U I LENT U....

i noe u wont do wat i wan to ask u then do return me some of the money can

2day surppost to be my happiest day but ended up raining and worst come to worst later i tell u 2day i went to orchard with a gal tat i like we went takashimaya then we went to herren but start to rain so we waited the rain to stop it didnt stop , we didnt care we ran under the rain to herren there we reach there onli c look c look..

we went to the second floor to sit dwn and wait for the rain to stop but the rain nvr stop so i dont care i ask her whether she wans to go watch movie at ps after tat go bugis take picture at abt 5 we reach bugis we went up to the neo print shop take 1 neo card pic so happy then i sent her to the mrt to sent her hm she wouldnt let me sent her to her hse so i drop her at the mrt ....

after tat when sh eboad the train i went clememti gym to find jia he i told him everything that i like her but i got a msg from her i tat i have asked her earlier if she ask feeling for me she reply me that she only feels that i am like her bro she has no special feeling only brother sister feelings only...

i think i really not gd at relationships coz everytime i like a gal ended up she say i was like a brother to her.... =' [