today thurs will quite fun i skip class only myself then i went to see jacky chan 's the new police story wao quite fun and exciting movie i love the fighting scene then after tat i went hm doin my project but did finish till jia he msg me and ask me out for dinner and we went to ps to eat then go walk walk at ps about 845pm we went to buy cake for his gf coz tml is her brithday happy brithday ha ha on the way bck as we were in the lorry jia he was driving and i well i carry the cake so tat he can drive but i had to balance it so tat it wont mix togeter from 7 small cakes into 1 big cake ha ha

sigh.... yesterady should be a happy day coz its mooncake festival every couple goin out to c the lanterns at chinese garden and c the beautiful clear sky moon but sad is the gal in the comic shop i manage to get her no and wanting to ask her out but she got a bf liao and she is goin out with her bf sad... :'( dont get a chance to go out with her...

what happen to me i keep get rejected everytime i lik a gals jiahe say i should be use to it by now yes he is rite but i still got feeling so i still feel some pains lucky thing is is nt tat bad coz she is older then me and i dont really have time to go out with her well i wan to find a gf in my sch but i saw some only thing is i dont really dare to ask them for their no some more they are th e1s who always lik to go out 1 hw can i have to work no time to go out with them if i got time i will lost a lot of money if i dont work hw?

and i also scare that i met her then she always ask me for money i dont have that much money for them sad coz i lik a few gals they well they ask me for money to help them go t1 keep asking me for a few hundred dollars i dont have tat kind of money $50 can but nt a few hundreds no some more she is the 1 who nvr return the money and when she needed money she will cum to me so as the rest of the gals i lik in the past they wan to borrow money frm me and nvr return... do i look tat rich to u and money is very hard to earn u all still wan to ask from me why? i am not ur bf o ur close friends even ur close friends wont lent u the money coz they noe u wont return to them 1..

so i think up a plan when they ask me to lent it to them then i will ask them for a favor in return lik some dirty things do so that they will not cum and find me ha ha but i still lent it to them why am i so stupid why?

Sigh.... i ask my mom about going to Yunan for some volenter work goin 2geter with my sch friends and some teachers but she dont let mom im oready 23 can take care of myself why cant u let me to there i go there to help the villagers to built soem big project so tat the village can use it but nooooo she dont let she say dwn there 2 dangerous but go every where oso dangerous wat

everyone go out sure got danger when u are on the road some one sure get hit by the car it depends on the luck go any where sure there got accidents everywhere so then i dont go out dont go sch stay at hm best dont do anything stay where i am dont move stay on the bed best so tat nothing will happen but even stay at home oso same sure got things happen like fire or electric shock when you touch any electrcial stuff.

if u dont let me go then say lah and dont say other things i wan to go out by myself with firends to c the world this kind of things oso cant then why u all let zhimin go hongkong alone then i wan to go by myself with my class mate u all dont let why why like this.

sat: wao i saw germit singh and his family ha ha his son damn naughty his daughter well when grow up surely very pretty juz lik her mom ha ha ha

then cums to sun wao i serve Minster of Defence then afternoon Prime Minster and his family his wife and 2 son wao there also got 6 bodyguard aoround then shop wao wao cant believe wat a big case happen on the same day...

yesterday well i dont dare to ask then gal again and cum to think of it she is older then me abt 3 to 4 yrs old wao yanting's rite the age different the older u r then ur gf the gap of hte generation is further why is it lik tat??? i wan to get a gf coz its a bit quite old for me liao if when i get 30 and i start to get a gf well when i get married my children will be too young and when i am 50 i think they will be about early 20's too young cant c then get married and c my grand children why why cant i get the guts to ask a gal for her no.

nothing much happen only getting very cold weather must wear lot of clothing now, hope i dont get sick coz i have an weak body..... nvm

then i saw yanting's blog woa very angry coz someone is making funny and scolding her writing rubbish telling her tat she is a pig but 2 me she is a bit lik pig but in the winnie the pooh, piglet cute and cubby. caring and sun shine type of gal. tats wat i like abt her...... sad she gota bf and tat bf is nt me but nvm then ......

this few day i have been walking around and i saw some relationship break dwn ppl on the streets lik the 1 nxt to my block i saw earlier her bf is an ang mo. they were qurralling then for a while she ran up while her bf is dwnstairs trying to patch bck with her. well nw i think she must be crying in her bedroom i hope tat she will be better tml coz i felt hurt also.... sigh......!

juz finish watching my sassy gal part 2 very touching story i almost cried but only tears comin out from 1 side of my eyes hope i will have tis kind of story happen to me but better and the main male charter wont die and the female charter wont get so many inury juz bruise here and there he he he

worth watching and well nthing much happen today onli fail last week maths quiz adn today finish taking to CCT test also maths sad hope i can pass this test and 2 weeks later got another 1 hope can pass tat 1 also ha ha ha oh and also the ECI test tat i also taken 2day ha ha

still the same nvr go and take the comic gal no. ahhhhh........ sad then i also got her name all wrong her name is not Betty is ah pat ah pat ah pat wat a name ???? ha ha ehe dont noe wat i am saying ha ha hehe oh i today having bread for the whole day coz i spent too much things yesterday ha ha ha buy 1 brithday card for my friend then my sassy gal 2 vcd 1 hole puncher and hole ring to hold the papers ha ha oh 1 above 18 comic book and my Naruto display set nw i letf 1 last set and i competed the whole set ha ah ah

my pay all gone sad sad dont noe Yanting got money to pay for her bills??? hope she have eough to pay hope so he he he i also nvr contact jia he coz me today no money to go out eat sad ha ah ha ok tats i wan to say he he u better go watch the my sassy gal 2 vcd coz very touching ha ha ah

oh yesterday i forgot to tell is it yesterday dont noe why there are a lot of baby all their mothers' bought their baby out wao!....
1st time saw so many babies in 1 day...... kawayi nah they are soooooooo............................ cute so cubby and some so funny ha ha ha...
quite fun to play with them lik i dont hav much time to care abt other customer's but play a lot with the babies ha ha lucky my manager nvr saw if not die lor..... ha ah my bck still hurts damn hw long will my bck heal =( sigh nvm as long as i can work and study can oready...

my bck hurts again sian.... from yesterday (sat) starts till today nw still hurts sad lah tml i think have to spent some money again to c a doctor =~( why it is happening again to me the bck pain

dont noe if tml she's around so tat i can get her noe and i oso found out tat she is a few yrs older then me ha ha ha jie di lian ha ha ha

i think i will finsih from here coz dont noe wat to write everything the same

sigh.....! yesterday's diary cant publish sia sad.... but i think i will try to type again...
tuesday nite i and jiahe 2geter with his gf we went to the chinese garden to c the lantern beautiful sia.... specially the disney character's very beautiful made power..!!! sad is tat the photo and the lighting is not tat gd if nt the photo is very beautiful when jia he went to develop it but nvm its worth to go there specially at nite ha ha well we went hm of coz by car but i dont dare to drive coz 1st me no liences then me dont noe go on which direction is hm coz jurong area i nt sure...
well we went by lorry bck of coz by lorry ha ha ha rubbish! very sad is i nvr ask the gal at the comic shop Bettry or Pat (i 4got) ask her to go if nt then i have i partner and i wont be the photographer for them sia... pai sai tat i be cum a light buld for them but i make full use of it to be cum a photographer.... i reach hm abt almost 12 am and i also forgot that i have a test on wednesday and i nvr study sigh...
wednesday: i took the test but i think i will fail it sad then after sch i went to resister my basic theory for my 8th time he he actully i took the test 3 times and fail 3 times then the rest 4 times is i nvr had the time to go ha he heh e.... hope on the 19 of Oct i can past and head straight for the advance theory and past it then i can take my driving hands on ha ha ha... hope the day cums soon....
thursday: nothing much happen juz only not feeling well and tired tats all oh and also i past my DCCA test ha ha ha 69 marks i tot i fail sia ha ha ha ok that's all so gd nite slp tight and let the nite mare catch u ha ha ha

yesterday i and my friend jia he and of coz his future wife we went to the lantern fes at chinese garden woa........! damn beautiful sia... all the disney cartoon's lantern are so beautiful specially the winnie the pool and bugs life wao.....! dont noe wat to say there also got the chinese 1 but sian they are all monkey god the jouney to the west lantern..... boring....!

accept the zhu ba jian the 1 when he was sleeping very cute and funny we talk a lot abt it coz we say tat my friend jia he sleep juz lik zhu ba jian ha ha ha .... lucky he nvr read my diary o he will kill me ha ha ha....

we went there abt 9 pm till abt 1130pm when i reach hm my parents juz came bck from Hong kong juz nice ha ha ha.....

sian 2day's maths quiz i think i fail coz i nvr study tat much come more i went out last nite nvr study sad nvm i still got 2 more test which is nxt week and the week nxt hope i can score more from there ha ha ha

TIME DAY SIAN.... wat is going on with me everything i do is wrong today my parents went to HK then i was left alone at hm my brother will be hm tml and i will be working then he then will go bck camp on sunday then i will be left alone again sigh...

sad day even tot i laugh the whole day but i feel very lonely..... wan to chat with ppl o go out with ppl but no 1 is free sigh.. no1 is free why why???/

i went to the comic shop where i go buy comic with my friend i ask the sales gal's name her name is pat ......no betty.... no ahhhhhhhh............... dont noe is pat o betty ahhhhhhhhhhh....... then i dont dare to ask her no..... ahhhhhhhhh........ nvm monday monday for sure i will get her no then i will ask her to go to the lantern festival at chinese granden and japanese granden yes i willl give me the power

help me

sigh.... juz got 1 of my test paper's results sad.... :-[ 68 out of 100 sad then have to take 20% out of it was 58 marks sad isnt it bt nvm i will do my very best for the exams ha ha ha ha.... 2ml i will get my maths paper hope i have a better results quite worry abt it...

then juz nw i went for dinner with my best friend jia he wel b4 we went to mac to eat we 1st went to the comic shop to purchase some comics and oso i want to get the sales gals hp no but in the end i chicken out i dont dare to ask her bcoz got her boss around then i some customer oround oso scare.. jia he keep helping me but i still dont dare help me i wan her no and her name oso why cant i jus open my mouth and ask why cant i do tat help me any1 teach me hw to wooo a gal she is an average gal n normal looking 1 but i lik her plain an simple hope when i get her no on thursday i dont rush things out if not i will scare her again and tis time i must maintain coz i nw want is a long lasting relationship and planning for my future.

so pls any one can help me pls