dear oh dear oh dear

nthing much happen today rch sch abt 1250pm.... my class start at abt 0105pm it swas perfect english lesson. my teacher give us 2 fake class test and both i fail. both i fail by 2 o 3 marks apond 30 sad i dont really noe y i fail n why cant the answer be this why must be tat why everything must follow accoeding to rules why? can any one tell me???

nxt week will be my test i dont noe realy i can pass ont coz i dont really noe wat i am doin. sigh.... at 3pm i went to my CATS dont noe wat class is tat but i feel very relax when im in the class coz i can do the things with out any pressure gving to myself the lesson is all abt using ur brain. this lesson give me all the things i need to relax my mind and think of the things i can do using my brain no test onli presentation i dont mind i hated test but if there's no test hw i noe where i gone wrong o wat sudject i dont noe.

at 430pm i finish my things and getting ready to go hm, when reach hm i on my computer to load my game in to the com but i found out tat there is noe CD rom driver in my computer very very sad to see it coz monday to sunday i onli can use my computer on friday nw cant play computer had to use my laptop as u all noe laptop's speed is slower then computer so i didnt play game onl go online to chat o surf net wat a day.

i got msg to YT asking her wats she's doin well to she told me she today got performing at the indoor studium i wish i can go there to surport  her but i cant wel its nt tat i lie to her tat i go fishing is tat i dont dare to face her coz i noe she scare of me wat if i really mit her and she got scare then lik this she wont even chat wit me but 1 thing is why she so scare of me then her other internet friend o her friends friend why onli me tat she scare of why? i othen ask myself yes i still lik her but wat i like her to do with she scare of me why?

dont noe y today so happy

today well i dont noe why i so happy lik i do every thing wit a smile i fail my maths oso with a smile dont noe why. nthing gd happen to me yesterday n i still havent got a gf so wat makes me so happy i wonder???

i juz dwonload a song name Ai bu neng zuo bi zhao tis wat i told myself nvr compare ur gf wit sme 1 else coz every realtionship u in there is a different so nvr compare wit ur ex and ur present 1 even u r still in love with ur ex relationship let the past go nw rite in front of u is ur new begining of ur new relationship look forward to it dont compare ur past n ur present togther if u compare ur present will still u juz give him pressure.

guys lik me doesnt lik to be presssure specially when u compare with me n ur ex i noe some guys dont lik it ether. So YT forget the past take the present dont believe he will cum bck to u even when he cum bck he onli wan some ting but not ur love accept the one who really love u nt the one who doesnt love u juz onli other tings.

worry

i juz finish reading my friend yt blog n im worry abt her she so pretty then tis ting happen sad its juz cuts here n there so dont worry ur pipi well try when u r abt to slp rub ur pipi few times u will feel pain but soon it will go away as for the cuts well put medince on it n dont try to puck the dry skin it will leave marks on ur skin n u will look even more uglier ok YT.

today nting much happen but i dont noe y i felt so much pressure look very stress up dont noe y maybe bcoz i was tried due to yesterday work. i yesterday work til 10 then waitting for then bus for 30 mins wao.... reach hm abt 1145 then bath n dinner pack my bags every ting n up to 1 am then i try to slp i couldnt slp abt 230am to 3 am theni manage to slp. wake up abt 730am bath then went to my bus stop miss 2 buses the 3th 1 well very pack but i manage to squeeze in n still end up in sch late.

juz nw i went to amk centre to buy a pc game n when i reach hm i try to install n ended up it say need the older version of the game ahhhhh............................ i spent $6 to buy tat stuipd disk n it tell me need the older version. omg help me who can lent me the game cd for me to install who can lent me battle field 1942 game cd for me so tat i can intsll the new version.............................

2day

sigh.... again lik everyday when i start writing i will start wit sigh.... i try nt to do it again nxt time i write. well 2day noting goin on bt i nw helping a gal tat i lik wit some relationship ting i shld be happy when i heard sh broke up wit her bf recently bt felt very upsad coz i dont really wan to c her sad o cry so i help her she well ican say she nw feelin better bt i hurt myself even more coz i got the chance n i let it go juz to help her find sme 1 else to eas her an dtat sme1 is her ex tat sh still lik him so i try to help her. i get hurt nvm as long as she is happy can oready tis i think is the second gal i helped n tis tim hurts even more coz tis is the second one i lik 3yr after the 1s one i tink nw tis feeling can least me for abt afew week o even months hope it doesnt least for more than a yr sad i try to write some happy things in the future rath then writting most of my sad part of the story

      well ppl ae lik tis they onli remember the bad n for got the gd this i s hw ppl r so ppl r lik me they have their bad side of their story bt forgot abt the gd part cpz gd things least for a while as for bad things least forever.
    
      i found an article its abt sex things well i find it very funny u heard tat mans cums frm mars n women cums frm venus. tis is hw they go mars is very hot n venus is very cold so when men find they place hot they go venus to cool down hw they cool down well they hav sex n as for women is the same when they were very wet they go mars to dry themselves hw same sex ha ha ha

dreams

i had a dream well.... i was working at a counter selling tickets it was late at nite real late i gav a call to my mom tat i be late o will be staying at a friends hse she say ok bt try to go hm then there wa my friends who cuming to find me to buy tickets i sold to them n they went in as there is no1 else i was out of my counter to go buy myself so food so i was nxt door there was lik a 7 - 11 shop inside there was a gal who i works onli at nite coz she noe my scheule so she plans her scheule to mit mine i went in to find her n get some food for myself well after a gd chat i went bck to my counter getting ready to pack up n go hm. nxt ting i noe is it morning so i n the gal went to the bus interchange togeter there we saw our bus we run after it but when i start to run i couldnt move  much its juz a little by little lucky ting is i made it to the bus when i got on the bus it was crowded n i manage to find a sit nxt to my gal friend. the bus reach a stop as usual i looked out of the window when i turn oround i didnt see my friend i get worry then my phone rang it was a female voice i dont noe who but she say "Do u noe tat all ur friends care for u n u still run away, do u noe tat ur friends was worried abt u?" i dont understand wat she was saying coz i noe im nt running any where onli trying to get hm frm work. i dont care much abt the call i rush down the bus to find my female friend i was worried i dont remember where she is o hw she looked lik but i noe is i noe her for quite some time n seen her b4 juz cant remember her face. well i heard my clock ringing n i woke up to stop my clock n get ready to sch bt on the way to sch i kept tinking who the gal is coz i had dream of her quite a few times onli juz dont noe who n hw she look lik. i tink she is my other half who is nw looking for me sono matter wat i must find her coz she the dream gal is my future my future gf/wife

wat a day make

sigh.... i juz finish my sch internet work in sch very tireding coz i need to stress a lot of brain cell to get the questions rite n 2geter wit some other tings lik projects n a problem 13 yr old gal.... sigh... i guess tml i will try go window shopin o catch a movie i long waited for the king aurthor movie nw it has finally here i m so happy tml o thurs im goin to watch it ha ha ha.... bt onli ting is im watching it by myself sigh sad all the movies i watch in the past is all by m  yself coz i cant get my friends to go they were to bz wit their things n oso when they r free i was bz wit my part time work on week ends.... time past so fast nw is the 20 of july n i tot it was 13 0f july yesterday when it was my brithday bt it makes no differents yesterday o today coz im still alone...
 
past 2 weeks i m having problems wit a 13 yr old gal who keep askin me to be her stead i dont mind to be her stead bt she always putting air planes when i go pasir ris o tampines to find her... nw i told her i m nt the guy she really wans coz i nt the 1 she's really cant take it when we broke up coz she is too young n never been tru break ups b4 o had any relationships. she told me she been in 2 relationships bt i told her at her age is juz puppy lov nt the real 1 i wan is the real 1. coz i m nw planning for my future nt juz play play relationship i wan the 1 who i can married to n hav children if she can really be my other half i dont mind waitting for her to finish her studies bt she juz too young if she's 16 to 21 yr old i can agree to be her bf coz at tis age she would no hw to tink n plan for the future tats y i prefer 4 to 8 yrs of age younger ether then 13 yr old o below its lik brining ur sister out to play. actually 15 yr old i dont mind coz i noe some of the 15 yrs old gals started to tink n plans for their future so i dont mind.. hope tat the day will cum for me to mit the other half nt too young 4 to 8 yrs younger can oready.. nw im waiting for a gal to accept me as ur bf coz ahe is 8 yrs younger than me hope 1 day she can accept me.....

sleepy day

sleepy very sleepy 2day... i start sch at 1pm n last nite i tryto slp early but sigh... still the same still cant get 15 hrs of slp... when reach sch i go apply my scholarship then the admin clerk say i had to print out the main admin paper so tat i can apply even i apply it online i still hav to print it out sigh.... then came to class for my english lesson well i dont noe wat my lecher are talking abt coz his english are very high class very hard to translat it into my brain..... then for my communication skill the lecher wan us to tink of some ting that is useful when reuse is well i came up wit a lot of ideas but dont noe wherther can use ont... after class i went hm think wherther i want to watch the king author movie ont in the end i went hm coz i found out tat i had money cash in my wallet n oso i watch it alone so i rather went hm watch tv n rest coz nxt day i m workin full shift at royal sporting hse at tanglin mall i work as a part time sales ass. im trying to save the money so that i can be ready to buy a hse for myself to live in n save it so if in the future when i palning to go japan for holidays i can use the money i save..... oh i wish the time will cum so that i can go japan i hope that i will find my the other half there.... hey man wake up i even cant find 1 in singapore hw can i find 1 in japan im nt handsome or rich o gd at sweet talking so hw can i get a gf frm japan.

my stressing day

2day im very sad n stressed yesterday is my birthday n all my friends who noe me for many yrs and none of them remember my birthdday onli two of them 1 is yan ting the other is my best friend onli they wish me happy brithday sad isnt it i remember their birthday but none of them remember mine. then 2day i m having a maths test n a digital e i finish it very fast but i actually dont noe hw to do then my maths lecher told to finish our tutorial n maths on line n i dont even noe hw to do n wat to do HELP HELP poly is very stressing